V for Vague
People should be able to see themselves in the future. It can be years from now, months, weeks, the next day, or just in a couple hours.
I just can't do it. Each time I try to envision myself in the future, it comes up as nothing. Blank.
I couldn't imagine myself getting through middle school and then to highschool. I couldn't see myself graduating. I couldn't see myself entering college. I can't see myself doing anything.
I feel as through I won't grow old—as if I was already dead in my mind hence why I cannot see anything.
Does that mean I'll die soon? Am I supposed to die? Would problems get fixed if I die? It's true that you don't need to worry about things once you're dead since the dead can't worry. Is that how things will end up?
Just thinking about it is scary.
Am I going to make it through life without myself being alive in my own mind?
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De TodoStruggles. Excuses. Problems. Issues. Random shit. Something we all can relate. Essentially a vent book or a way to put everything in writing Plus thoughts and some theories. (beware cringe and teen stuff until you get to the recent ones) Some part...
