O for Overwhelm
My nights getting worser and worser. A chat with two people got me thinking and questioning myself.
I don't understand who I am. Why am I here? I feel like I'm just passing time and doing nothing important.
I felt like they both secretly hate me.
I don't understand anyone. I don't understand me. I'm tired but I can't sleep.
Why am I so complex. I lied, I lied, I lied so much up the point I believe it and I'm trying to remove the lies but it keeps coming back.
What am I talking about again..?
It's late. Super late
I don't know who this person in the mirror is anymore. I'm disconnected from real life and online.
This new sleeping habit is bad news. RIP
I figured out that I'm living two lies at a time and if they collide then it's going to be bad.
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