I am?

N

N for Not

There was a girl I knew one time. She was an asian-a race that is believed to be superior to the rest. The smartest.

Every time she get's an A, a classmate would snarl and say "it's because she's asian!"

I would watch as she sigh. Soon she wouldn't even look at her grades.

Asians this, asian that. I watch her as she struggle through her life. I'm not smart.. I'm not smart.. I would hear her mutter to herself.

I watch her as she endures the pain the parents brought to her, frowning at her grades. She would never study a single paper but still get A's and B's.

I'm not smart.. I watched as she bursted, uncontrollably. "Asians aren't smart!" She cried out. "So please stop!" Then she collapse to the floor, brawling her eyes out.

It ripped my heart in half.

I vow to never have to witness anything like that again.

Her words echoed in my kind. I'm not smart.