L for Lately
I been thinking lately again.
I want to disappear from the family actually.
I want to go and hide away.
I want to change my identity.
I got no guts, I have no guts...
What happens if I'm in need of help?
Who would I turn to? Who would I go?
I want to live with someone who can help me.
I'm not ready for his. I'm not ready for life. I'm not ready for anything.
I'm not sure how I can do this.
Soon I can drive. But I haven't changed. I still feel like I'm in 5ft grade. Oh god please no. I want to go back.
I am a child inside this body. I'm forever scared of changing.
Stop being a child.
It's alright if I have a plan.
1. Get a good job
2. Get a better job even if it means moving
3. Work, work
4. Get a house elsewhere
5. Cut connections
6. Disappear
7. Figure out the rest
But soon it's going to be a real world. No one to guide me.
Just me. People. And the Universe.
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I am?
RandomStruggles. Excuses. Problems. Issues. Random shit. Something we all can relate. Essentially a vent book or a way to put everything in writing Plus thoughts and some theories. (beware cringe and teen stuff until you get to the recent ones) Some part...
