I am?

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T for Tragedy

Why am I here?

I don't understand.

I don't know.

I wish I wasn't here though.

Why is it that I'm the one born? Why couldn't it be somebody else in my place?

I'm sure they will be a better person. They will be a human at least. They would live normally with all the other normal people.

It'll be so much easier for everyone.

If I had died a long time ago, I wouldn't need to deal with anything. I wouldn't even be here writing this.

But dying causes a lot of trouble. The negative emotions would only project to family members. The last thing I want is to bother them.

I don't want them to blame themselves for something I did. Wouldn't it be easier if I were to get in an accident or murdered?

All of their anger will be casted on the person responsible for my death, whether it is just or not.

I think it'll be nice if I were able to save people in the process but that's just aiming too high.

Better yet, if they had simply forgotten about me. Maybe my body will just rot on until it's bones. Do I even get a grave if somebody found me?

Am I even worth getting killed?