But I'm Trying My Best

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   The next thing I remember is my alarm clock that was now ringing waking me up from my peaceful sleep.

I quickly closed it and turned on the other side of the bed pulling the covers over me.

It didn't matter how old I would get, I was sure that I would never get used to waking up early. I just hated that I had to leave my soft bed this way.

I closed my eyes and felt someone taking the covers away

"You really had to?" I mumbled and throw the pillow to Joel

"Well you don't have a day off today, did you forget" I just sighed and opened my eyes trying to get used to the sun light

"Unfortunately no, now leave I gotta get ready" I pointed the door and the blonde man did as he was told.

I had to go to the magazine again. I actually liked my job even if i would prefer to do something that included music more but that's what I managed to get and I was grateful for it.

My boss was way too strict and was never happy with our work, always something is missing but he never tells us what.

Lot of times he speaks us rudely but I need the job so I can't talk back or leave.

Those months i have a big project and I had to show him a part of it today so he can see how it's going.

Feeling nervous as hell, and I'm sure he won't like it but I've been working so hard all those years that I've been in this magazine but this month it was like twice the job I've done for 6 months.

There were also rumors that things didn't go well and the boss started to fire a lot of people because the company that got the magazine can't afford all those people that are working for them.

I just hope that he will appreciate what I've managed to do and what I'm doing so I will end up keeping my job.

After being done with a shower, I got dressed and went in the kitchen.

Joel had made us already a breakfast. He gave me a mug of coffee and I thanked him

When I took a sip, I grabbed my phone and decided to write to Jake.

"Morning babe, sorry that I didn't answer yesterday I feel asleep, have a nice flight, I love you" I pressed "send" and it was gone

Of course he wouldn't reply till the afternoon or late in the evening since he got a flight today. Going to France.

Paris is one of my fav destinations. So beautiful and romantic 

"So ready for today?" Joel asked me when I placed my phone on the table

I nodded and took another sip
"Just a bit nervous"

He got up and pat my shoulder
"Everything will be fine, your work is perfect and you are the best he got there" Joel made me smile once again and I gave him a hug

He is like the older brother that I never had and I'm so thankful to have him in my life.

When we were both ready we drove off in the mechanics where I would finally take my car and then Joel would go in the studio and I would go to my work.

"Good luck girl" Joel said before he left

"Thank you" I waved at him

After driving for almost half an hour I was finally there.

While I was walking through the building till I would reach his office I saw a lot of familiar faces.

I wished them all a good morning and went my way.
I tried to be friendly and polite with everyone

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