An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

The Devil Himself

  The next morning i woke up feeling Jake's warm body on me. He probably came closer when I was sleeping since now he had both his arms around me.

I looked on his face. His eyes closed he seemed so handsome while he was sleeping. I got so lucky to have him. And yet yesterday while I was with him I was thinking about Niko. I feel so guilty even if i didn't do something bad but does this also consider like cheating?
No i didn't cheat but we were making love and I was thinking about someone else and that doesn't feel right for me.     

I caressed his cheek and tried to move him off me carefully so I could get up without waking him up.

I walked in the kitchen and made myself a coffee. I should really tried to sleep yesterday, now I look like a zombie. Even when Joonas left again I didn't manage to sleep easily.

And now I also had to go in the studio since Joel of course wouldn't be able to go for work after what he drank yesterday and probably same goes for Niko.

When I was done with my coffee and after I washed the mug, I  went to my bedroom to change clothes, to my surprise I found the bed empty, yea seems like Jake woke up. 

"Good morning love" he said when he got out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his hips.

"Well good morning" I smiled and approached him.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer on him. I felt so safe with Jake

Even if we have our arguments, even if we don't agree with everything I still love him more than myself and I couldn't wish for a better partner but what Niko is doing right now with my mind I don't know how to explain it.

I hate this man so much but he keeps to travel around my mind every minute. Only explanation I can find is that he is a magician, I can't find another reason to think about him all the time. I can't be thinking about him. I shouldn't. 

"When did you wake up?" Jake took me out of my deep thoughts with a kiss and his question.

"Oh just some time ago, I just drank coffee and now came to get ready" I smiled again to him and walked in the closet to pick my outfit.

When we both were dressed and after talking for a bit, we went downstairs.

To my biggest surprise, Joel was already up. I would never get used to how this man can get over hangovers so easy sometimes.

I thought that after so many drinks that he had last night he would prefer to stay at bed but he was already drinking the painkillers with the water

"Oh I thought you wouldn't be able to move out of your room today" I said ironically and he just looked at me

"How was yesterday man?" Jake pat Joel's shoulder and went to fill a mug with coffee for himself

"Good, can't remember a lot but it was good" the blonde one mumbled and I rolled my eyes at the memories from yesterday's  events

"Atleast you remember that Taina came there?" Jake chuckled and i sat next to him so we were both facing Joel.

"Yea, she brought my phone but left almost running when she gave it to me"

Yea I wonder why. I just rolled my eyes and tried to seem normal. So I choosed to change the subject.

"So why did you get up? You don't have to go to the studio, I and the others can make it" I asked the singer who was now also drinking a coffee without any sugar.

"Believe me I would stay but I got to attend an interview with Joonas and we'll come in the studio in the afternoon probably" he said and held his head up with his hand.

"Being famous is hard" Jake said and Joel nodded 

When we all were done with our breakfast. I cleaned all the dishes and went to wear my shoes, again I was a bit late for the studio and Joel for his interview.

Jake decided to come with me, since he didn't want to spend the day alone and also he wanted to meet Aleksi again after so many years. While the pilot of my heart was downstairs waiting for us
Joel got in my room

"Hey, could you do me a favour pls?" He  said and I was already terrified about what would follow.

"Depends on the favour" I looked on him and tied my left shoe.

"I don't have time, so could you drive to Niko's to take my keys? Aleksi and Olli are already in the studio. Tommi is on his family and I and Joonas will go in the interview, so who's left?" He pointed on me and  just like his question got in my ears I immediately threw it out of the window.

"Forget it, everything else but not make me see him again in that place" I grabbed my jacket and walked downstairs.

"You will leave me outside our house? Taina cmon, I know your mad about the dancer but just go for my keys." He said and I stopped in the stairs.

I put my hand on his chest and stopped him.

"I'm no mad for no dancer, I just don't like meeting Niko, what don't you understand?" I whispered so Jake wouldn't hear us.

"Just take my keys and leave you don't have to say something please" Joel almost begged me and I gave up

"Shut up, I will and it's the last time I do you a favour like this" I slapped his arm and he smiled.

"Yea and I love you too" he chuckled and kissed my cheek.

He run through the stairs and I throw him my jacket.

Living with Joel was never boring. We always had so much fun together and lot of times we acted like we were 10 years old but that's what I loved about our friendship.

We could be talking about the most serious topic and the next minute we could be chasing eachother in the house.

"So ready?" Jake asked us when we both went downstairs.

Joel knocked on Joonas door and waited for him to open while me and Jake were already in the car.

I explained him that we would first drive to Niko's to get the keys and then we would go in the studio. He didn't have a problem so I started the car and almost 20 minutes later we were in the parking lot of the building.

My heart was pumping so hard, I almost thought that it would jump out of my chest. I had to face him again in this house, after what I saw yesterday. Only the thought of this made me wanna throw up. I just wanted to start the car again and leave

"You want me to go?" Jake asked me making me realize that I didn't move but kept looking in the same place.

As much as I wanted him to go in my place it would be even more awkward. He has met Niko just once which end up in an argument and now he would show up infront of his house?

"No, I'm going" I unbuckled my seatbelt and got out of the car.

I looked in the door of the building and closed my jacket. I walked in and took the stairs.

In a matter of minutes i was infront of his door. How much I wished that I could run away now and just tell Joel that he wasn't in the house.

Come on it's not so hard. Even if i don't face him here, I will have to see him in the studio later or tomorrow, so nothing changes and I will just take the keys and leave.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

Now I would prefer to face the devil himself than see Niko.

*Author's note

I know I know. It's been almost 2 weeks since I last updated but I really didn't have any motivation to write something and also had exams on my school so yea you get me.
Hope you enjoy this one🖤