Don't Pay Attention To Him

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  I was left alone on the main room still sitting on the sofa while the brunnete one was doing something in the recording room.

I decided to get up and go and talk with him to clear things.

I mean we can't go like that if we want to work in the same place and have a good result we have to and especially he has to get used to my existence in the studio even if he doesn't like it.

I took a deep breath and got in the recording room, he was setting the microphone the time i got in.

He looked at me and rolled his eyes
"What?" He said annoyed

"Can you tell me what i did at you and you act like this?" I asked looking for answers

He chuckled and got Joonas's guitar to change it place.

"I just don't like you, plus all women are the same" he said not looking at me not even for a second,did he thought that i was Medusa and i would turn him into a stone if he looked at me or what?

"And by same you mean?" I wanted to know what this man had on his mind

It is a fact that Niko is clever and hardworking or else he wouldn't end up where he is and he wouldn't manage all those things but a break up or I don't know what his mind think hasn't to destroy his character.

"I mean" he paused and finally looked at me "You all make us fall in love and then use us like your little games and throw us away when you get bored, treat us like a shit when you seem to be the one but end up as the usual bitch" he stopped what he was doing and stand almost infront of me

My nerves and anger were going higher again, this man doesn't know were to stop. This woman really hurt him as it seems but not speak this way for all the women, everyone is different but at this point i don't think he will get it

"And your mom?" I looked at him not thinking clearly anymore. His eyes widened "she is a woman too, is she the same as the others? Is she a bitch as you say?" I didn't think how far I've gone till the man came close to be and almost pushed me on the wall behind me

He held there, holding my shoulders to the place where it hurt. I've never seen him from this close. His eyes were green, he was fresh shaved, he had dark cycles under his eyes, sign that he doesn't sleep well, but his facial expressions were showing the anger he had. Of course anyone would get offended after  i took it too far but he is the one to say that we are the same.

"What did you say?" He was holding me with more pressure and I could feel his hot breath hitting my face.

"I didn't mean to, leave me now" I was trying to get away but he didn't let me and I'm not sure if he was realising it.

"My mom is the only one that is different and you don't deserve to speak about her" he spoke loudly still holding me on the wall

I nodded hoping that he would leave me

"Niko leave me now" I said while looking into his eyes, wishing that human feelings were into him

He let go of me and walked away, still with anger into his eyes. He was holding his fists closed while he took deep breaths.

"I promised to the guys to try to get along with you but if you come to me it won't help, I'll only talk to you when I have to and please act like I'm not here" he said "Just get it that I don't like you and don't try to be friends with me, I'm not like the others that got so excited when you came" he got out of the room again and walked out of the studio.

Probably went somewhere close since he left his jacket here.

That's what would happen, that's what he wanted. I had all the positive energy and vibes to make up things and try to get along good without being mean to eachother. Of course he wouldn't trust me or be friends with me like the others but we could try to be good coworkers atleast but not even that.

Especially now that I also took it too far, I shouldn't have said about his mom, whatever happens you never have to get on your mouth the other's family, no matter what.

For me Niko is in the studio only when I have to work with him also, only then and I will do my best to avoid him.

Man also got anger issues, yea I said something I shouldn't have said but he didn't have to push me on the wall like this. His mind will never change no matter how hard I or the others try.

Maybe I could try to speak with him after a lot of time, I hate it to work with someone or in the same place when I know that he just wished I never came on them. I wanted to have to good with everyone especially when we worked together.

I spend most of my day on the work, so being with people you like and have fun with makes it a lot better, easier and less boring but it won't be this easy for me from now on. 

I also walked out of the recording room and went on the main room again.

I sat down when I heard the door opening again, I thought it was Niko but I heard another voice.

"Oh Good morning, didn't knew you would come this early" Olli said while he took his coat off

And imagine that Joel said that usually they don't come in the studio this early. Uh Hokka I'll kill you when I get home.

"Good morning Olli" I hugged the brunnete bassist

Thank God this man was really friendly and polite unless his Best friend.

I liked Olli's company he seemed an interesting person and I got to know a lot of things about him yesterday. He really has lived a lot funny moments but also has went through the worst ones. He is a survivor of life but what I will always remember about him is a story I already knew from Joel, when Olli lost his bass when they were on summer tour.

The man literally forgot the bass on top of the car when they stopped for gas when they left Kajaani to go to Oulu. They found the bass almost one week later but it was almost destroyed.

"Are you alone here, where is Aleksi?" He asked when he took a mug and filled it with coffee

Finally someone from this band that is a normal person and doesn't drink alcohol in the morning.

"No Aleksi is with Joel for an interview since Porko is sick but Niko was here" I said and pointed on the jacket

The man just nodded and took a sip.

"How do you feel about the work?" He asked me

I thought about it for a bit, actually I was a bit nervous i knew I was good at producing and all those stuff but what if I failed, or I couldn't work with Aleksi even if i think that this is impossible, the only one I'm sure I won't be able to work with is Niko, but what if the singer gets literally sick of seeing me so he makes the others to make me leave?

I was really excited but after what we said everything has came up and down on my mind. Let's hope that he will act like the professional he is

"Really excited, can't wait to see how it will go with Aleksi" I said and the man smiled

"And what about that issue with Niko?" He asked since he noticed what happened yesterday, of course he wasn't blind.

I told them that we've met before and not in the best conditions, but that's all they knew except Joel and Joonas of course.

"Let's say that we had an argument for a taxi and now he doesn't like me, and since I'm a woman I'm same as the others and just because I live with Joel I'm cheating on my boyfriend and we also started our day with an argument" I said and went to fill a mug with coffee for my self

I really needed some caffeine right now, it helps me to calm down and that's exactly what I needed.

"Oh, I get it, just don't pay attention to him" Olli said "he is really stubborn and once he gets something on his mind you can't change it and his break up made it worse" before I could reply the door flew open and the brunnete singer got in again

He rolled his eyes again when he saw me, I'm sure he was wishing that I would disappear or maybe when he left he was trying to find a way to kill me or make me disappear without anyone noticing.

*Author's note
Another chapter here...
Yeaaaaa
Thank u for 1k reads guys.

Promise that I will try to update later today or tomorrow since it took me again more than 4 days to publish a new chapter.
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