An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

Your Man Isn't An Angel

     It's been some hours since I've been trying to avoid Niko and everything went fine especially when Aleksi joined us.

The only thing i was able to think was our work and there was no space for the brunnete one that kept looking and smirking at me.

But still he was making the situation awkward with his way. I tried to focus on mixing his voice with the music and don't get lost at how good he sounded.

Some time later we were done and me and Aleksi stopped at the same time.

"I think we need a break" he said and got up.

I really didn't feel my legs. I've been sitting in that chair for so many hours, without getting up for a single minute.

Niko was looking on us from the couch while he was also trying to keep contact with the screen of his phone.

"I'm gonna get something to eat, tell me what do you want" the black haired man asked me but no, i refuse to stay with Niko alone again.

"I will come with you, i really need some fresh air" i said and grabbed my jacket trying to avoid Niko's eyes that were following every move that i did.

When we asked him what he wanted we left and went on Aleksi's car.

I felt so relieved, honestly.... I don't even know what would happen if i stayed alone with him again. He would make his moves again and if i fell one more time everything was done. My relationship with Jake will come in an end and my life is gonna get destroyed and that actually will really happen when all the lies I've told to Jake will come up.

"You good?" I heard Aleksi shaking my shoulder while we were waiting for people to move and waited our turn.

"Um yea why?" More confused than ever once again. I hate what he is doing to me

"I asked you twice, how's it is going with Niko and how you copying with work but you never replied" I'm sorry Aleksi but once again i got lost. In this forest.

A forest that most of the time it was dark and cold making me feel that something would jump on me and kill me or that i would trip somewhere and fall hard, really hard but in the other hand some times of the day it was so colorful and peaceful. It was like i could spend there whole days. Walking happy around, having a picnic, taking care of the animals and generally enjoying the nature. Unfortunately the cold and dark won and that's why i hated this place. It made me feel bad, bringing up my worst memories from the person that created this forest. And I'm trapped, i can't leave from there, something or something is holding me here

"It's really good, i love working with you guys" I looked at him and he raised his eyebrow "okay yea less with niko, we didn't like eachother from the first time we met, so it's hard to work with him" i said and moved forward in the space that opened again.

"Oh i see, atleast you don't have problems with us and now about Niko... He's really stubborn and we can't change him but i can sense that he isn't as harsh as he was the first days" i just nodded on Aleksi and moved again forward.

When we had everything in our hands, we headed back in the studio. We went in to find Niko in the same spot with his phone in his hands.

"Food is here bob" Aleksi said and placed the bags on the table.

Bob? Isn't his name Niko? What is this? Again this man is confusing me so much

"It's violent Bob not just bob Mr little man" Niko laughed and placed his phone aside and i could also hear Aleksi laughing in the kitchen.

Okay they got their inside jokes. Pretty normal for a band and between friends. I've already knew about little man but I've never heard of Violent Bob. 

Some minutes later we started eating. And once again Niko was looking at me without a stop. What was making the situation even worse in my mind was that Aleksi kept noticing Niko's looks but didn't mention anything.

Maybe he thought that it was normal or maybe he just didn't want to make it awkward by asking something that he was not sure about.

When we were done with our food, i throw the empty boxes away and Aleksi said that would go to throw the trash. Take me with  you little man. Those days i really feel like a trash too

I returned back in the main room and there was Niko again. Why can't he just disappear? Or why can't i?

"What's that on your neck" he found the time to ask since Aleksi wasn't here. Why didn't i go for the trash? Or say that I wanted to walk to leave and go with Aleksi.

"Why do you care?" I don't think that it is his business why my boyfriend marked my body with his hickeys.

"I asked you something" he said harshly and i moved my shirt exposing all the marks from Jake. And imagine that's only a half but i can't show him the other. I enjoyed it so much seeing him annoyed and that's what i was getting now

Why is he even jealous? What can't he understand from I don't want him or don't like him? I didn't like the kisses.... Or atleast that's what I'm saying to myself but it is working most of time for me.

"Oh doing it with someone that lies and cheats to you?" He chuckled "fair enough since that's what you're also doing"

I cheated. Yes i admit it that i did it and one day Jake will know but not now. Also Jake isn't cheating to me when will he understand that he didn't saw right in the café.

"Jake isn't cheating, i think we said that already" i said rolling my eyes

"First of all don't roll your fucking eyes on me and secondly you're gonna get your proof and see that your man isn't an angel" he almost shouted at me and i wasn't able to reply this time.

He got the proof? What proof? No Jake can't be cheating on me. I'm sure Niko is just playing around with my mind to make me reveal everything to Jake and destroy my life and future.

"I'm gonna roll my eyes whenever I want and of course I'm waiting for those fake proofs" i tried to play it cool when inside i was dying

He just laughed. People laughing on my words in serious topics made me so upset and talking about this person infront of me then everything gets worse.

"Stop being so stubborn Taina, You know I'm telling the truth but you're afraid to believe me and are afraid to get hurt... You know I've passed those stages, so i know some more things" he's referring to his ex and their break up. Again the calm and caring Niko came up. This is the man that makes me think about the kisses and the moments not the ironic Niko that just wants to annoy me.

I tried not to fall once more in that dark hole that was keeping me down and was dragging me even further.

"You don't know me Niko" i said and tried to walk away

"Or you think so, believe me i do know more that you expect me to" he looked up to me "Joel had been talking so much daily about you and it was like i already knew you in person even if we had never met" thanks Joel once again causing trouble. Now whatever he knows about me he can use it against me

"I also had heard a lot about you but seems like Joel has hided few things"

I was saying the truth. I knew so many things about everyone in the band but as i see Joel hasn't mentioned everything for everyone and especially Niko. The man that's slowly killing me from the inside

"Oh, like?" He smirked

Yep that's what i couldn't get about him. How fast his feelings, thoughts and expressions could change.... I still think that he is a magician though.

"Doesn't matter what he said but what I'm seeing myself isn't what I expected Niko" this time I walked away and left him alone in the room.

Aleksi was gone just for 10 minutes but it felt like a whole year but maybe i needed this talk. This way I know that his planning to give me some proof, probably fake.

Or atleast i hope and wish they're fake

*Author's note
We also need some little man in our lives.... Atleast i do, i don't know about yall.
Niko will get some proof.... Can't wait damn
Enjoy 🖤