An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

We Created It Together

  
    Soon I was found doing Joel's makeup, he kept looking at me and Niko in turns because he thought that something was off.

And unfortunately he was right and I have to admit it but it just felt right this moment even if i know I shouldn't I just did it and this time I really enjoyed it but... What about Jake?

Niko kept smirking and didn't take his eyes away from me which made the situation even worse.

I felt awful and now I really had to know if Jake was cheating or else I would drop 100 miles down to hell if Niko was lying and we did.... What we did

"You look amazing" I said when I was done with Joel's hair and makeup

"Thanks I like it girl, you should really come to other interviews" Joel chuckled and i just smiled in return.

Joel went to sit with the brunnete one while now I was doing Joonas's hair.

"Everything okay?" He asked when he sensed that everything was off

Joonas wasn't dump, he knew that a lot were going on with Niko and they were going wrong but what he didn't knew and better he should never find out is the hot moments I've shared with his friend.

"Yea fine, just Niko going on my nerves you know him" I tried to laugh but it felt impossible so I just put a smile again back on my face.

Joonas just nodded and I was so glad he didn't ask something else.

When everything was ready Jessica came again in the room to asked the boys to go with her.

"Don't try to tell me that this time you didn't like it" Niko came back saying that he forgot his phone.

"It was a huge mistake that I again regret so stop it Niko and just try to forget this" I said while I was packing all my things and he came behind me

I looked at his reflexion in the mirror and I felt terrified about what would follow.

"I can't forget something like that and Taina.... Please stop lying to yourself"

Again and again he is playing with my mind and feelings. It's like he is the one controlling them now and not me or Jake and this hurts and it cuts deep really deep but knowing that Jake is maybe cheating made me feel even worse because if everything that Niko said is a lie then... I fucked up and I was the one to destroy my relationship.

I took my phone out of my pocket and decided to text him something and ask if he is still with his friends.
And the reply came really fast.

Jake
"Hey babe, yea we're still together but I feel so bored without you. What are you doing?"

What If he is telling the truth and Niko was just messing with me again? I feel a pain in my heart for doing this to Jake without being sure and even if he is cheating I should have never kissed Niko this way.... It's an advance for him and I'm gonna end up in a huge black hole that I'm gonna create to hide from him and my fears.

"Also bored. The boys started the interview and now I'm alone in the room" I replied and waited to see his name pop again in the screen

Jake
"You're alone? Wait"

I didn't get what he meant.... Not until my phone started ringing for a facetime. Would he call me if he was out there cheating on me?

If Vilma's and Henrik's faces appeared now. I would feel like a monster... Niko won, he made me cheat

"Hello, hi nice to meet you" there it was. The final step. He was with them and not cheating to me with a woman in the café next to us

I feel stupid, disgusted, idiot.. how could I believe him and lose my trust to my boyfriend. How dare I?

"Hello guys. Hi Henrik nice to meet you. Vilma it's been a while" I tried to stay calm even though I felt that a whole river of tears wanted to come out right now.

"Hey we're really sorry you couldn't come with us today but when Henrik is back and we're also done with flights we're gonna have this double date" Vilma smiled to me and then looked at her boyfriend.

They looked nice together and the way he looked at her was something different that a lot women would be jealous of.

"No worries, work came up but of course we're gonna meet soon again" I replied and went to sit more comfortably in the couch.

Why can't I talk just with Vilma and Henrik? I don't think or feel that I'm able to face Jake.

I'm a cheater.... A fucking cheater that kissed someone else because I thought that Jake was cheating.... But....
I'm not sure why the kiss was caused and all this shit is literally killing me inside.

"Hey love" there he was. He turned the phone and his face appeared in the screen.

He seemed to walk out of the café probably to get some quiet? Nah Jake sit back and drink your coffee after what I did I don't deserve nothing from you. I'm the worst girlfriend you could have and after being together for so many years and going through a lot again I did it. I kissed him but I can't control it. If I could I would slap him and push him away again but mentally I'm not so strong enough and he won... In the end he was the one to win this power over me.

"Hey Jake, hope you're having fun" I said and moved away from the camera to wipe away some tears that fought their way out and managed to get on my face.

"Yea but it would be better with you" I feel like my legs are paralyzed. Feels like I can't move anymore

"Yea I know" I tried to laugh

After talking for more than 10 minutes I made him walk back inside. When I said goodbye to Vilma and Henrik, I hang up.

I throw my phone on the couch and just let those fucking tears finally out.
I hated crying. But it felt so right this moment. I just needed to let it all out but the place I was didn't help a lot.

I had turned my body so whoever got in wouldn't see me incase Joel, Joonas or someone else got in. I didn't care about Niko. He knew the situation. We created it together.

Jake was there for me, always and I love him. I love him with my whole heart but I kissed someone else, twice and the one that hates me or atleast used to hate me. I really don't know what's going on with his thoughts or feelings but I also don't want to find them out.

I went to grab some tissues from the table and there he was again. Why he always has to appear the worst time?

"Are you crying? What happened?" He asked and i felt that soon also Joonas and Joel would be here too so obviously I wouldn't be able to answer

"Don't worry it will take a while for them to come. They're playing a game that the interviewer made them too"

I decided to ask him why he didn't also stay but after the answer that I got I wished I never did.

"I wanted to see you" there he was grabbing the knife where he left it and started cutting again, but this time even deeper

"Shut the fuck up" I walked away from him and he looked confused "Jake was with his friends. He called me, I saw them in the screen when you told me that he is cheating but the man did nothing wrong" he looked at me in disbelief "I cheated, and you have a huge part in this"

Oh he's plan failed.... Or not actually he made me cheat maybe he didn't win the way he planned but the way my brain drove us. This kiss in the same room some time ago, and If Joel and Joonas weren't coming probably we would kept going.

"I'm sorry" he tried to touch my shoulder but I pushed his hand away "maybe I didn't see right but I'm completely sure that this was Jake" he said and I laughed on him....

How could he be sure for someone that he barely has met in his life? But again he pushed me in further in a bridge that is getting destroyed from both sides and in the end I will be also destroyed because of me

Author's note

So he's not cheating? Bro I'm confused
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