An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

Is This Real Love?

  Niko's POV

I woke up from the light that the sun was sending inside the room. 
I woke up with her in my arms, she looks so beautiful when she's sleeping so peacefully

I could never believe that she would also have those feelings for me. I would never expect we would sleep together. I would never believe we would admit our feelings after so long but here we are now.

She's mine, I can finally call her mine. I can kiss her without feeling that she's gonna regret it, without feeling a shame or being scared about her reaction.

She's not gonna avoid me anymore, we're gonna win all the time that we lost when she was staying away from me.

I really feel like the happiest person right now. After Karolina cheated on me I never believed that I would fall in love again. I never expected that I would catch feelings for another woman. I was scared of reject and I was scared of being cheated on but the woman I fell for knows exactly what is it to go through this and we fell for each other and now I'm the luckiest person to have her next to me.

I really can't understand how a person can look so beautiful when they're sleeping. I moved some of her hair from her face and enjoyed the view.

When I checked the time it was already 9 so maybe I had to get up. Joel will probably be here soon and I'm not sure if Taina wants to explain him what's goin on.

I carefully moved my arm off of her and kissed her head before I got up. I grabbed my pants and wore them.

Even the way she was sleeping it was driving me crazy, making me like her more.
Is this how being in real love feels? 

I couldn't stop staring at her.....
And yesterday when she asked me to unzip her dress.... Her body looks so beautiful the way it's built and imagine I've seen only her back and shoulders.

I slowly walked out of the room and walked downstairs.
Before I would leave the living room, Joel walked out from the kitchen.

"Aw Niko good morning. How happened and you're here?" He said while holding a mug of coffee in his hand

Shit! When did he return and why didn't we realize anything?

"Good morning Joel, how was Oulu?" I tried to change conversation. Maybe it's better if Taina explains him

"Really nice, as always. Let's go in the kitchen" I didn't disobey and listened to his words and walked in the living room with him

He filled another mug with coffee and passed it to me. Before I took a sip I managed to thank him

"When did you return?" I asked him worried if he had actually seen me with Taina but even if he didn't walk in the room the reason why I'm here is kinda obvious especially for someone that knows.

"2 hours ago but I slept during the trip and couldn't sleep here, so I've been making breakfast and thinking about what was happening in my best friends room" he got up and went to grab some milk from the fridge

I just wish that he's fine with all of this. He knows what kind of man I am and he knows that I would never dare to hurt my partner especially when we're talking about the one that's sleeping upstairs.

"You saw us?" I asked him and he immediately nodded

Well it was time for it. He would find out anytime and actually I don't want to keep it secret that I have something with Taina. I wanna say it everywhere that she's mine now. That I'm the one she wants. That she's the one I need and I especially want to tell all of this to that idiot, her ex, Jake.