An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

Stuck In A Nightmare

It was already 8 am when my alarm clock went on.

I really had to get up now? I turned around and closed it since i didn't want to wake up the whole neighborhood.

Why i have to face this stupid reality again? Why can't i just live in a beautiful dream were i marry my man and we both live happy? But no instead of this beautiful dream I'm stuck in a nightmare. A nightmare that was caused by Niko but first of all by myself.

I walked in my bathroom feeling myself so heavy emotionally. It was like i was in prison like i always had to carry something in my leg that would keep me behind and won't let me move away from my fears.

I looked in the mirror and felt so miserable. I'm feeling bad yea but what about the man that is sleeping peacefully in my bed? He did nothing wrong and i did all the mistakes. I can't live and keep them all secret from him, he has to know

"Oh Taina you fucked up" i whispered and leaned in the sink to wash my face.

When i was done with washing my face and brushing my teeth, i went out of the bathroom and went to pick my clothes.  I looked outside from the window and it seemed that it would be a sunny day

I decided to wear a green summer striped ruffle sleeves tie waist pockets swing midi dress.

I was curling my hair when i heard some movement from my bed, probably Jake woke up.

"You look gorgeous" he said when he came behind me. I looked into his shirtless reflex in the mirror and turned to smile at him

"Thank you" i kept going with my hair and when i was done i did my make up.

While Jake was taking a shower, i went downstairs to find Joel making breakfast in the kitchen.

"Good morning" i said and placed my phone on the table

"Morning.... Wow" he stopped when he turned to look at me "well I'm sure they gonna send us home and decide to interview you" he chuckled

Honestly as much the hour passed the more nervous i got. Being alone with Niko was the worst experience right now. Can i pretend to be sick now, so i can avoid everything? I'm sure that they can find someone to help them.

"You think so?" I spinned around and laughed

"Yea girl you're really beautiful" he nodded and passed me a mug filled with coffee.

It was almost 9 and now Jake had joined us in the kitchen and we were all chatting.

How much i wished that this would be my life. Waking up happy with my boyfriend, my best friend. Have a good day without being worried about someone that doesn't even know me for too long and feeling that my 8year relationship will be destroyed because of him.

The doorbell rang and Joel went to open.

And again here he was. Sitting next to me, he seemed excited about this interview but also he didn't stop looking at me. It made me feel uncomfortable, Jake saw him lot of times and that's when Niko turned his head away and pretend to look somewhere else.

"I think we should go" he said and got up, fixing his coat.

I went to grab my jacket and Jake came with me till the door where Niko was waiting for me.

"Have fun today and tell Vilma and her boyfriend that i really wanted to meet them" i smiled to him and he pulled me for a kiss

I felt Niko's eyes burning on us, even when we pulled away he kept staring. I can't understand what's going on but i think I'm gonna get some answers today.

"I will and Niko..."  he looked at him "Take care of my love" the brunnete singer nodded and we left.

Okay, that was really awkward and i mean it. I don't think that it was necessary this to be said but knowing how Jake is and acts i was sure that he would say something like this.

When we got in the car i never felt more strangely in my life. I was wondering what would his next word be.

"You look really beautiful today" he smirked at me and i tried to be calm but a gasp left my lips.

He knew that he was messing with my head and he loved it. I turned my head and looked the view from the window. I was being rude for not replying but i wanted this ride to pass as fast and quick as possible, but that was not going to happen. Every minute that passed felt like we spend a year in the car.

"Come on now, we won't say anything?" I could feel his green eyes on me and i didn't turn around. I didn't dare to, i was Afraid of the actions or words that would follow.

"Talk about what Niko? What you did yesterday morning? Or yesterday in the studio?" I moved in my seat and finally laid my eyes on him

"I thought that you wanted to forget about yesterday morning" he smirked and chuckled

"I want but what you said in the cafeteria keeps running on my mind" i did it, i did the worst thing i could ever say. I admitted to Niko that i was thinking about this situation all the time. Exactly what he needed to boost his huge ego

"You've been thinking about it?" He looked at me. The smirk on his face getting bigger and bigger.

"Not the kiss Niko, but what you said in the end" Lie, I'm lying

The kiss kept playing on replay in my mind. I could feel the softness of his lips on my lips. It was like i could still taste him on my mouth but i couldn't admit this.

It's unfair for Jake. Being cheated on is the worst thing that can happen in a relationship and if i was ever getting cheated on I don't know how i could handle it,  so it's not right... I'm engaged, but I'm not strong enough to control my mind

"Oh... that I enjoyed it? Yea i was telling the truth. I liked it" he again turned his face to me and we held eye contact "One of the best kisses that I've ever had" 

No no no Niko don't do this. The things he is saying right now are making the things worse, he is messing my life and he is destroying me slowly.

"But why? You know I'm with Jake" i was so confused "You were the one saying that all women are the same and that you hate me"  i wanted answers. I needed them

"Yea but that doesn't change the fact that you are hot and i would give a lot to have some good nights  with you" he said when he parked the car.

I was shocked, he wanted to use me.
While i am also with someone else.
He wants to destroy my life with Jake because he wants to have fun with me?

And by that he meant to use me for a night? Men are disgusting. He meant it when he said that he would get over a break up, with fucking women he didn't know and getting drunk but in those "fuck" plans i was also in

He knew it, he knew that he would get in my brain and move there and he thought that I would fully cheat on Jake.

How i was so dumb? I had to expect that

"You're done?" I asked him since i wanted to be sure if he had something more to say

"Done, and i know you're thinking about the kiss Taina" he smirked and i slapped him with such force that i think he's gonna have problems in some days.

How could i think about him like this? But even what he said doesn't change the fact that i liked this fucking kiss.

I'm destroying myself and I'm gonna destroy Jake's life if i keep thinking like this.

After the slap i got my bag and walked out of the car waiting for him, and he came out holding his cheek.

I rolled my eyes and walked before him. Oh how much i enjoyed this slap.

*Author's note

Double update yeaaa
But I'm sure you didn't expected this  from Niko's side
But yea shit happens lmao
Enjoy 🖤