An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

Game Over

 

  I was still  sitting in the table in the middle of the cafeteria. I was trying so hard to figure out what Niko meant by his words

"For me it wasn't a mistake and i enjoyed it" those words kept flying around my mind. 

He enjoyed it?  How and why? Just when i thought that we both would forget about the kiss but what he said made me think about it even more and that made me to want to run away.

I wanted to leave the studio, maybe leave the town? And spend some days for myself and by myself but I can't unfortunately it's not possible to. 

I turn my head and saw the woman that made everything there waiting next to me with my coffee in her hands.

"I'm sorry" i apologized since i realized that again i wasn't in this world but somewhere between reality and a world that Niko had created

"It's fine, i saw you before with your boyfriend. All the couples have issues so don't worry"  she smiled to me and left when i paid her.

She was refering to Niko, she thought that he was my boyfriend. I can't even imagine him as my partner. We don't have anything in common or do we?

But even if we do, I don't like him, he hates me and i hate him and it's better to stay like this. Nothing more and nothing less

I got up and took my coffee.

I had to go back in the studio, it's been a while since i was gone and I'm sure that atleast Jake would get worried, but.... I had to face Niko again and i actually wanted to chat with him.

I wanna know what he meant, we have to clear things so I'm gonna stop thinking about different and crazy things. Unfortunately we can't have this conversation right now infront of the others and especially when Jake is around.

I opened the door of the studio and got in. Niko was in the recording room seems like Olli's parts were ready.

He looked at me and immediately turned his face away. I wanna know what's in his brain but I'm afraid to know what's in his mind, I'm terrified and the theories that i think aren't helping.

I sat in the couch and took a sip from my coffee. The ice coffee that now only this wasn't. All the time the ice had melted and it didn't taste like a coffee anymore but i didn't care right now.

I looked at Jake and smiled at him, he immediately got up and came next to me.

"Hey! Did something happen?" He looked at me worried.

"No, told you difficult days so i needed some time" i said hoping that he wouldn't ask any further questions to make the things more complicated.

It's been almost two hours since Niko was done and Aleksi and I added his vocals in the parts that we had.

Joel and Joonas were already back from the interview and now we were all sitting in the main room. Chatting

Not me, i didn't want to be included right now... Again i preferred to be lost in my thoughts that i didn't have control anymore but the brunnete man sitting opposite me was the one controlling my mind those last days.

I want to talk with him, right now i need it. I have to know what he meant and after the chat, he only exists for me as my best friend's friend. We need some time alone again, even if i hated being alone with Niko

"Taina did you hear me?" Joel shaked my body and woke me up

"I'm sorry, what did you say?" I looked at him confused, obviously i didn't hear anything about their conversation