An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

He Doesn't Deserve Her

I let Niko to walk before me since he was the one to know where we had to go. 

I don't think I'm gonna ever forgive him for what he said before in the car. People make mistakes and regret them but Niko seemed so sure and confident about it.

He just wants to fuck me? And he thought that messing with my head would make him take it even if I'm with someone else. Someone that i love, someone that I don't want to hurt. The one that I'm supposed to be thinking about the whole time and not Niko.

"You misunderstood something" Niko turned to look at me but i didn't pay attention to him. I didn't look back or i didn't reply.

When we walked in, a beautiful blonde woman came to greet us.

"Niko good morning, it's been a while since i last saw you" she smiled and then looked at me.

"Yea Jessica I know I-" and before he could finish the woman started talking again

"Don't tell me she is your girlfriend? Never expected a woman like her to be with you Niko" the woman chuckled and then smiled showing all her white teeth.

Why the hell everyone was thinking that we were a couple? He is my enemy and the man i hate the most right now.

"No she is not my girl, she is Joel's best friend and she's here to help us" Niko finally cleared out

"Oh and i thought that you finally got over your last relationship" oh no Mrs Jessica that's not how Niko gets over a break up as he says. He uses different ways and not a new relationship.

"I'm Taina, nice to meet you" i hold my hand out and we shaked hands.

"Oh what a beautiful name.... And I'm Jessica as you already heard" she smiled to me and then showed us where the boys would get ready and where the interview would happen.

She seemed so polite and nice and what shocked me about her is that she was 45 years and had Four kids. I swear she seemed so much younger. She all the time talked about her daughters and how she met her husband in college.

Will this be my life in some years? I'm not saying yea of course i had 20 more years till i would reach her age but that's what I'm gonna be doing? Talking to everyone about how i met Jake and how many kids we have? No

No i don't want a life like this. I want to marry Jake but don't have kids early. I don't want to stay at home and just go out for my work or go to the market. I want to live my life.

When Jessica left the room, i was again alone with him. With the person that scared me the most right now, no not because of what he would do but what would he say into my brain for me to do. My actions were the thing i was afraid of.

"So we will start with make-up right?" He asked and sat in the chair that moved around.

I didn't reply, i didn't want to say a lot with him now.

When i was almost done and i was doing his eyeliner while i was holding his face, he was looking into my eyes and it felt like he looked into my soul. His eyes looked so perfect from this close.

Oh shit goddamn it, here I'm again getting lost in this forest and when i meet with the huge bear everything will come to an end. An end that's gonna hurt people but mainly Jake.

"Don't look at me like that" i said and just tried to pay attention to finish what i was doing.

"I'm making you nervous?" He chuckled and i hold his face with both my hands to keep him in place.

"It's just annoying" i said ironically and started to do the eyeliner on his other eye.

"Well then you're gonna get annoyed because I'm not taking my eyes away from yours and you" he smirked and i just wanted to disappear right now.

I didn't dare to say anything back on him else he would find something even worse to say and make me walk further in that forest.

"Curly or straight?" I asked him when we were done with the makeup and now it was the turn for his hair.

"Oh you had to know me, i need my curls" he chuckled

Okay if he wants curls he's gonna get curls. Oh i feel like a bad person but i really wished inside me to burn him while i was making his hair. Don't judge me, it's the hate and disgust that i got for the man infront of me.

When i was done, he was looking pleased in the mirror. Thank God because if he didn't like it and made me do it again i would burn his hair "by accident"

"It looks so good, you know i think you should come in every interview that's following" he said and i just went to check my phone that was in my bag since it was ringing before.

Jake
"Hey love, just met with Vilma and Henrik, they are saying hi and promise that when you also can were gonna meet all together"

I smiled at the sight of this message, he was having fun and that mattered right now even if i was here suffering.

"That's great, hope you have fun babe and tell them i also said hello" I pressed "send" and put my phone back in my bag.

When Niko was done with filming a story for Instagram, he came to sit next to me.

Seems like he had to inform his fans about their interview or about him getting his curls. Not like i cared right now tho. The thing that he had so many crazy fangirls that would give everything to be in my place made me go insane.

"Cmon i didn't mean it that way" he came closer and i got up to be away from him. Like in which way you meant it Niko?

"Okay fine" he said when i didn't reply "I'm going in the cafeteria that's next in the building, do you want something?"

Leave from here? Disappear from this country? Make this day in this taxi like it never happened? Oh how many things i want but unfortunately i can't get those from a café.

"I'm fine... Thanks" I pulled my phone out again and scrolled through Instagram while Niko was gone.

Niko's POV

Why the hell is she so stubborn? I'm trying to tell her that I didn't mean it the way she understood, how I'm supposed to tell everything with its name when she keeps saying how much she loves Jake and that she is with him.

But i have a affect over her. I can sense it. She's been thinking about our kiss since the time it happened and i know she liked it as much as i did but she's scared to admit it. She doesn't want to hurt him, she loves him but Jake doesn't deserve a woman like Taina but neither do I after all the shit that I've done.

I went into the cafeteria to take a black coffee for myself since she didn't want anything. My brain couldn't work without caffeine and that's a reason why i said all those bullshits before.

When i walked in and waited for the waiter to have my coffee ready i was looking around and spotted a familiar face.

Jake.... What is he doing here? And he is not alone but with an another woman and they are way to close to be just friends.

Wasn't he supposed to be out with his friends? A woman and her boyfriend? What if he is cheating on Taina? And actually that's what's happening because they just shared a kiss.

A kiss that friends don't share.  Should i tell her? She won't believe me after everything that i did and said but she's worrying about him finding just for a kiss that she regret it and he was out there cheating on her, I don't even know for how long.

If i was on his place, having a woman like Taina to care about me and love me this way i wouldn't even dare to look at another women.
I have to tell her even if she doesn't believe me

*Author's note
✨ I gOt mY cUrLs✨

Oh damn, Jake is cheating? Who would expect this? Hahahah okay okay lmao
Also i think it was time to see some of Niko's feelings
Enjoy 🖤