An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

The Table Turns

  The next day I woke up from raised voice's coming from the living room.

As I had planned I slept on Aleksi's apartment but so did Niko since we lost the count of the amount of alcohol that he drunk so we obviously couldn't let him leave alone and drive in the state he was.

It sounded like they were arguing so I immediately got up and went to check what actually was going on.

"She's my friend Niko" this was Aleksi talking in an annoyed tone.

It's been a long time since I saw him angry and it really happens so seldom.

"Friend? She sleeps in your house and you sleep in hers and you spend so much time alone and that's only being friends" Niko was the one shouting thank lord Aleksi managed to stay calm but I don't know for how long

As Niko said yesterday he thinks that something is going on between me and Aleksi but of course he's so stubborn that he didn't allow me to explain how things are. And he's so wrong, Aleksi has never slept in my apartment at least not without Joel being there. I thought he would talk just to me but know he's also arguing with his friend because of me?

I really feel so bad right now. I caused all this shit. What if I never met Niko? We would both be so happy instead of hurting each other.

It's crazy and his behavior is getting out of hand. When we were alone in his flat i confirmed that I need some time because I can't move on so fast.

And If I actually wanted to do something with Aleksi it would happen way before but I don't want him. I don't  because you came in my life to give her so much sense, to give my heart something to be concerned about, to give my mind something to think everyday.

The one I'm thinking about everyday it's you Niko. You stupid kid, only you and unfortunately this is gonna end up bad for both of us but I wanna try it. I wanna see till where we can go but the things you do make me think more negatively of moving on

"Niko we've known each other for years. We just enjoy spending time together" Aleksi was trying to calm the older one. Of course he failed

"How could you when I told you what I feel. You are the only one to know and still get with her" he sat down and Aleksi went next to him

What he feels? Niko got feelings for me? That would be crazy If he's speaking honestly. He once treats me the worse way and then he says he got feelings that only Aleksi knows about them. Why didn't he talk to me? .

"Niko please understand me. With Taina we're just friends. I would never to anything since I know the way you feel. Please believe me, i really don't wanna argue with you" the black haired man pat his shoulder

The whole time I was staying behind the door. I didn't want to interrupt and maybe I'm becoming a stalker myself, thanks Niko.

"Maybe you're right but the thing that she still keeps saying that she needs time. Maybe she wants you even if you don't"

That's when I got in. I didn't want Aleksi to continue it because I was afraid that he would say something wrong and that would mess Niko's head even worse.

"Good morning" Aleksi got up and walked on me but Niko turned his head in the other side. So now he's the one avoiding me? Oh how the table turns

When we were all done with having breakfast. I asked Aleksi to give me sometime with Niko. I had to try again, maybe after the chat or argument call it whatever you want. Maybe he would let me speak to him

"Hey Niko" I sat next to him but he turned around. He's really acting like a child again.

"Wanna talk?" I tried to look on his face