An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

Too Close

Niko's POV

She came to the bar with Joonas. I looked at her the same moment she walked in but tried so hard not to make it obvious and I think I managed to do it.

She looked so beautiful in that dress. This is the second time I see her in a dress and it looks so good on her. I really wonder why she doesn't wear one more usually.

Soon she walked with Joonas in our table. They greeted us and I only said hi to Joonas.

She wanted to be away from me? Well i can help on this.

She said she needs time to move on but it isn't the same for Aleksi. She literally sleeps in his house all those days that Joel is not here and they tell me they are just friends.

I was the one to kiss her, the one that told her first the truth about Jake, the one to comfort her, the one that got his nose almost broke because of her ex. I was the one she actually kissed by herself not Aleksi. How can she get away from the passion that we have?

Days ago she kissed me in her couch and if actually Aleksi hadn't interrupted she would continue and then she used me to get on Jake's to nerves which send him in my house for a fight and then she was there to take care of me. She said she wanted to stay, she actually spend a whole hour in my arms, I almost fainted and she was there but again in the end she said it is too early or when we were in her apartment and Aleksi interrupted our moment she then said that everything was wrong and that we had to forget it. She regreted it once again but for me it was the best kiss I ever had in my life.

I knew it. I fucking knew all this shit would end up bad. I knew that if I gained feelings for another woman she would hurt me but still I ignored my logic and fell for her. But unfortunately I ended up in a huge hole and I fell with my face.

I gave her time. It's hard I know it. It's really bad when you get cheated but I don't deserve to be treated this way, not when she also does actions that she wants. Actions that her heart love but her mind hate. It hurts seeing her all day happy because of someone else. Smiles that were caused from Aleksi's words.

They both tried to explain me that they are just friends but I don't know if I can believe them. Aleksi knew how I feel for her and still is doing all of this.
I wasn't sure about what to expect from Taina but actions like this were unexpected from my best friend.

She now was taking Tequila shots with Joonas. Of course like a drunk Joonas isn't enough we also need her to lose control too.

When they had enough alcohol for their system she walked back and Joonas was following.

She seems absolutely fine even if she just had one for the strongest drinks.

She sat in the the table and the next second she was flirting with Aleksi infront of my eyes.

No it's my imagination, this can't be happening right?
Before I could realize it she was in this lap hugging him.

She can't be doing this. At least Aleksi had to stop her. He knows how I feel, they don't mean it seriously right? 

The whole time I was listening to the things they were whispering to each other and I just wanted to leave from there. It hurt deep to listen all of this.

The woman I actually like is speaking dirty to my best friend and him instead of pushing her away he promises her a night with no sleep but pleasure.

I felt so disgusted by their actions but I couldn't say anything. I just kept drinking my beer and tried to remain calm even if it was way too hard.

She suddenly got up and took his hand

"We're going to dance" she said and in a matter of a minute they both dissapeared and were already in the dance floor.