An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

I'm Afraid Of My Mind

 
     I knocked on his door and waited till he would open, actually a minute passed so I thought that it was better if I leaved. I really didn't want to wait and when the door opened maybe I would have to face this woman from yesterday.

Just when i turned around to leave the big door opened, and the brunnete singer appeared infront of me.

He was in a really worst state of hangover than Joel. His hair were on a messy bun and he was shirtless wearing just some sweatpants.

He looked miserable and you could smell the alcohol from far away.

If I wanted to leave before, then now I really wanted to run away or jump from the window so I could be away from this man. 

"I already told you that I know that I'm hot but tell me what you want and you can look at me later" he smirked and placed his hand on the door frame.

I didn't understand that I was looking at him for a while but seems like I did. Great now I gave him another reason to get on my nerves.

"I need Joel's keys, he forgot them here, bring them please" I said with the most formal tone and hoped that in some minutes I would be back in the car with Jake.

"Mhm i see, get in, you don't have to wait here" he said and showed me inside but i refused.

"No i need to leave. Jake is waiting for me" i replied wishing that he would just stop and bring the keys.

"I didn't ask you Taina" he took my hand and pulled me in with him "I wanna be polite so I can't let you wait here till I find the keys" he closed the door behind him and I can't lie that i was shocked.

I just want to take those fucking keys and leave. Jake was waiting for me and I was here doing what?

Niko left probably to get the keys or to get dressed. I really didn't want him to say again that I was looking on him because he's hot. I was just lost on my thoughts, but I can't lie.... He is handsome, he has a beautiful body and his messy hair falling on his face hiding his green eyes.

Taina what the fuck? Why I'm thinking all of this now. That's why I didn't want to come here. I'm afraid of my mind and my thoughts. After what I did yesterday while I was with Jake I couldn't control my thoughts about this man, as much as I try to fight him away, he keeps returning back again.

He manages to get on my brain and mess everything. How much I wish that I never met him or if I met him in a different way and not in that taxi we would be friends and I wouldn't and he wouldn't hate me.

"Do you want a coffee?" he asked me when he returned from his room.

He was putting on a white t-shirt. And a cat was walking behind him.

I didn't expect this man to have a pet and especially a cat.

"I just wanna leave, bring me the keys" I looked at him and then the small creature that came in my legs.

When Niko finally left to get those keys I kneeled down to pet the beautiful cat.

He was a boy and he was white with some black on his head and ear and he had a black tail.

He had big eyes and he really is one of the most beautiful cats I've ever seen.

I gave him my hand and he put on it his paw. Let's say that he shaked hands. I massaged his head and then Niko interrupted us.

"I see that you meet Rommi" he chuckled and kneeled also down and pat the cat's head.

Rommi? That's his name. I can say that it fits him and sounds so good. I wonder how Niko thought about it.

"Yea he is really nice, beautiful and polite to be your cat" I grabbed the keys and got up.

"Oh cmon now you are being harsh with me" he said and kept playing with little Rommi.

"I'm leaving" I grabbed my bag from the floor and walked in the door.

Before I could open it Niko stopped me and placed his hand on the door handle where my hand was. I immediately moved my hand away and looked at him.

"Why did you left like that yesterday?" He asked me and I couldn't believe in my ears.

Why the hell he is asking me this? And isn't it obvious? Why would I stay there when they had a striper to entertain them and he knew that I saw them.

"I just came to give the phone to Joel and I saw that you all were having lot of fun" I said ironically and tried to move his hand away so I could leave.

"Oh yea? What? You got jealous of what the girl was doing?" He smirked

"I got disgusted, it's different Niko. I don't have a reason to get jealous but seeing that this is how men get over a break up makes me wanna punch you" I said and lifted my hand

"Do it then, punch me because that's how we get over a break up come on Taina" he laughed and got closer to me

"Don't try me Niko" I replied back to him and now I could feel his breath on my face.

This is the second time that we are so close with him. The first one was on the studio when it was my fault because I took it too far and now here in his house.

"Oh you won't dare to do it" he mocked me and just like when I was about to slap him he grabbed my face and connected our lips.

It took me a second to realize what happened and to push him away from me.

Why would he do this?
No no no no. What did just happen.
The kiss was short but that doesn't change anything.

It happened and it happened while I'm with Jake. He promised that he won't destroy my relationship but what he did now can end it in a matter of seconds.

It was so passionate and his lips were so soft. I feel sick. I feel sick because I actually liked it. It felt good.

It's been years since I kissed someone else except Jake and now this kiss made me feel different and here comes Niko to fuck my life up.

How I'm supposed to live with this? If I said that just thinking about Niko when I was with Jake was cheating then what is this?

I knew that all those thoughts about him wouldn't end up good but what I'm supposed to do now?

Tell Jake and destroy my relationship and happy life or try to forget all of this? 

But how can I forget when I'm gonna keep seeing Niko in the studio?

I knew it I knew it from the first minute that I met him that he would change my life the worst way.

I looked at him in disbelief, and that's when the slap came for real.

I slapped him and opened the door.

I didn't dare to turn around or tell him something. I just started running on the stairs so I could get out of this building as fast as possible.

How I'm supposed to face Jake now?

*Author's note

What the....
What did just happen....
Wow wow.....Niko
Thank u for the reads and everything guys
Enjoy 🖤