An Angel From Hell - Niko Moilanen

A Stalker

Aleksi was sitting in the living room with Niko while I was preparing a tea for him.

How can I make Niko leave without make it seem suspicious?

Some minutes ago I kissed him. I made the move this time. Oh idiot. Why Taina why?

Look at me again mess things. I was okay away from him. Yes I have the problem with Jake but that was enough. I don't need Niko and what he has in mind now.

Oh man, the courage and hope that has gotten after what I did.

Aleksi came exactly the right time and if we was here earlier it would be better. As I knew I regret it.

I shouldn't have kissed him and even if I did I should have interrupted immediately not make out with him in my couch.

I put a smile on and walked in. They were chatting about their upcoming album.

"Here you are" I gave Aleksi the mug and he placed it in the table since it was still really hot to drink

"So Niko why did you leave like that from the studio before" the black haired man asked after placing his hands behind the couch to make himself comfortable

I sat next to Aleksi and looked carefully to Niko's expressions.

He wasn't ready for this so for sure he doesn't know what to say know.

"Something happened at home and then came to check if Joel returned home but I found Taina and after what we found out i felt bad to leave her alone" he said with one breath

Niko, man you have to be an actor.
Can I say to him now to get up and leave from here?

I'm sure Aleksi wanted to comfort me and I really trust more Aleksi and I'm gonna open up easier to him than the brunnete singer. Let's not forget that I've known our DJ for years

I kept looking at him and he was giving me confused looks. Aleksi was talking about something but of course right now no one was paying attention.

I lip synced to him that he has to leave and wished that Aleksi wouldn't see or understand something

"I got to go" after some time he finally got up

He wished Aleksi a good night and I went with him in the door.

Just before he walked out, he leaned in to kiss me but I placed my hands on his chest to stop him

We have to stop. This is for real wrong. I shouldn't have kissed him before and look where we've come now.

"What?" He asked me confused

"What happened before was wrong. I didn't knew what I was doing and I fully regret it" maybe he felt bad after what I said or he didn't give a damn. I had to tell him though

"What do you mean again? You literally were the one who kissed me and then drove us in this make out" he touched my shoulder so I pushed his hands away

We're taking too long and I don't know what will Aleksi think

"I did, and I'm sorry but it shouldn't have happened and something more. Please stay away from me" I closed the door on his face and walked back in

It was hard to seem calm now and it was harder because actually the inner me wanted to kiss him again but my brain was again saying no on replay

I shouldn't have allow him to get in the house and also stay. I knew it that I wouldn't be able to control my self and handle Niko after what Jake did to me.

"Didn't expect to see him here. I thought you hated each other" Aleksi said when I sat back down in the sofa

Only if he knew what was happening in the other couch next to him, some seconds before he rang the doorbell.

What if he never came? What if we continued with Niko and didn't stay in just the make out in the couch? I would blame myself for my situation then and how I would end up in a even worse state

"Yes we do. Honestly I also didn't expect him" I said and the memory of him sitting in the stairs in the dark came in my mind. The man is literally a stalker

"Yea okay I didn't came for Niko, tell me how are you. Joel told us" he came closer and pulled me in a hug

It felt nice being comforted. And when the person that comforts you is your friend and not someone you used to hate. When the person you talk you trust him and don't feel scared of his following actions. When you don't feel guilty for hugging him but feeling good and enjoying the hug instead of thinking about what would follow it's really different and honestly maybe it's better to have an Aleksi on our lives than a Niko.

He's gonna make everything complicated and hard for everyone.

"Where do I start from?" I chuckled in the crook of his neck

"Why don't you start with what's going on with Niko and you?" He smirked to me "we have plenty of time to explain what Jake did"

What does he mean and how can he know everything? Joel already knows what if also Aleksi gets to know? It's gonna be so confusing about them.

When he saw that I hesitated to speak he looked at me and laughed. Is he laughing with my problem or what?

"I already know girl" he chuckled "just like you have Joel to tell him everything that's what also Niko did with me. I know that you kissed two times"

I shaked my head and with my fingers I showed him the number three.

Already four people know, and I don't even know who else will find out because of Niko

Aleksi's eyes widen. Yep he was left out on the second kiss but what happened here before was more than just a kiss

"When?" The realization hit him immediately and his hand flew to his mouth "before I came here right? He asked and I nodded

"It's all my fault Aleksi. I kissed him this time and now I've regreted it with my whole life" I placed my head on my hands 

I felt bad and awkward talking about what's going on with Niko with someone else than just myself and deep thoughts but maybe some advice would help

"Do you really regret it or just think you do?" The black haired man next to me asked me

It took me a second to answer. I had to think about it and make sure about my words and my following actions

"I do regret it. That's why I wasn't coming in the studio all those days, I didn't want to see him" I'm sure that since he knew the situation he also knew the reason why I didn't come in the studio and preferred to work from home

"Are you sure that you don't like him?"

Like Niko? After what he did? Never
The kiss that I caused just showed my weakness and in what state I'm after getting cheated on. I could never like him. Yes he is handsome, yea I felt safe with him, only today. Yes his lips were so good, yes his hands felt so good on my body but this could happen with anyone. I definitely don't like him

"You have to look deep in your heart and not brain to find the answer to my question" he said since I was staying extremely silent

He's right, I can't keep lying to myself and everyone else around me. But they have to understand me and realise that it's not easy. For now I'm gonna return to the old plan. Avoid Niko as much as possible.

*Author's note
She regreted it again yea didn't expect it from Taina 💀🤚🏼
Giving you a reminder to stream
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