Louis and his four boyfriends {a short story}

May 2

So.

There was this party yesterday. And I of course had to go there, I needed a distraction. I needed a girl or two. Or whatever thing to distract me.
It was typical house party. I was handed a cup with alcohol the second I stepped into that place.
Music was blasting loudly, smoke everywhere. Red empty cups littering all over the floor and on counter tops.
So many people, grinding on eachother. It looked like a club almost. I didn't know most of these people here. Which was good.

I found this girl, Jessica or Julie or something. It started with a J that's all I remember if I'm being honest. We hit it off, took things to upstairs where bedrooms where and boom.
Nothing happened.
Couldn't get hard.
So embarrassing.
Played it off as I was too drunk.

Noone talked about this incident after it happened. That girl was probably too drunk too.
So maybe it was good that nothing happened.
It wouldn't have helped me in my case here or maybe it would have.

I have to try with another girl, maybe I just didn't like that girl that much.

Maybe I had to find a boy.

No. No. I'm not thinking that right now.

There's a party today again at someone's house.
I'm going.