//tw alcohol abuse, fat shaming, eating disorder//
Third person Pov
They got to the cottage at almost 6:30pm and ended ordering food from some local shop. They were all sat down to eat when Astrea ask to talk to y/n.
Its was just Will and Toby
Y/n pov
"Y/n can I talk to you" Astrea asked
"Yea sure" I got up and went to the library
"Hey so your gonna have to to tell everyone what we are" Astrea reminded me
I didnt like this thought because I don't want the people that I care about to think about me and Astrea differently.
"Ya im gonna tell them everything eventually" I told her
She then left the library and I just sat there in quiet thinking about my thoughts
" y/n you ok " toby asked
" ya im great... oh by the way i wanted to talk to you" I sayed
"Ya sure what about" toby asked me
Ok pick one topic family issues or the one that caused my family issues
"The thing that causes my panic attacks" I answered him
" Ok im here and listening so when ever your ready.... I didn't mean that seem like im annoyed to talk to you thats not the case at al.."toby started talking fast
"Toby" I cut him off
"Ok im gonna stop talking " toby sayed
"Alright this is how it started. I was young me and my sister were playing in the yard when my mom got a call saying that my dad got in a really bad accident at work"
"Weeks went on when he was in the hospital and just wasn't getting better."
"Thats when we were at school and got called to the principals office. He died that day "
"Everything after that was fine until my mom got a boyfriend he was nice at first but then turned into an asshole real quick his name was Mark "
"My mom didn't hear anything that Mark sayed to me and astrea and she didn't want to believe anything was wrong with Mark "
"She was happy and thats all that mattered to her"
"He would call us a bitch that we where useless a waste of time waste of money waste of space. But our mom didn't hear that side of him "
"She would only hear the I love you so much and the I can't live without you and the I need you so much."
"But in reality he really did need us he was almost homeless. The man was in debt with his mom, dad sister, bother, the bank, you name it he owed money to someone"
"At that point him and my mom got into alot of fights already but it was too late."
"My mom was pregnant with my half sister I was so happy to have another sister but I didn't like the fact that my mom and Mark where getting married"
" it didn't matter it was too late my mom would never understand how he made me and astrea feel "
" I was 7 when Evelyn was born and then my mom and Mark got married when I was 12"
"I was 14 when Mark started to drink alot. And he would say things that haunt me and I wish I never did that I did"
"He would tell me and astrea that we too big for our age and that we should be skinnier" I started to cry a bit
Toby hugged me for comfort
"I stopped eating for a week and a half until my mom figured out what I was doing "
"She was so pissed at me but it was worth it. She finally knew what it felt like to be in my place. She knew what Mark was saying to me and Astrea for years"
"They got a divorce we moved to Brighton and started all over again"
"But then the on the divorce case sayed that Mark still got to see Evelyn from time to time so we didn't completely start over "
"And the reason I have my panick attack when I sleep is that I have Flashbacks of my mom and Mark fighting and that's why I hyperventilating because I still think he's there in the moment"
After I told toby everything he didn't say anything he only just hugged me for comfort
Did I scare him does he think badly about me
Toby's Pov
Holy shit that was alot. I just hugged her to give her comfort. She just cried and I just hugged her.
I couldn't do anything. I didn't want to say anything. It was peaceful she was just in my arms.
She eventually just fell asleep.
I decided to pick her up and bring her to her room. As I was doing Will looked at me and didn't say anything.
I came back down stairs and Will immediately looked at me wanting to talk to me
"What do you want" I asked him with an annoyed voice
"I dont want anything I just find it very ironic that you and y/n talked in the library" he answered
"She told me about why she has her panic attacks" I told him in pissed off voice
"Oh ok then I'm going to head to bed " Wilbur told me
"OK good night Will" I added
A/N: Alright that was not bad I hope I didn't offend or trigger anyone. This chapter was a bit smaller but the next one is crazy everyone comes over to the cottage yayy. I probably won't be posting so much when it comes closer to Christmas I hope you enjoyed the chapter.
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