Third person povAfter delivering letters to multiple people the only people y/n was dreading to deliver the last couple letters was to Toby's parents and sisters.
It was a very sad moment every time but even sadder for y/n because she had to remember each person's encounter with this news
She's laying in her bed with her music blaring trying to forget all the memory's.
Everytime she tries to do something that would usually comfort her, she starts crying from the memory of him.
A knock ruined her moment of tears.. she made herself presentable for the person who was about to enter her room.
"Come in " she said in a lower voice as if no one could hear her
"Hey um its snivelus's birthday today and were throwing a party for him" Sirius said when the door was fully open
"But what about the letters" she protested
"Me and remus both talked and we think that its better if you take a little break from delivering the letter." He answered
"Ughhhhh" y/n said while burying her head into her pillow
"Be ready in ten minutes where going to malfoy manor ... Narcissas hosting" Sirius finished while closing the door
10 minutes latter y/n is walking down stairs all dressed up.. wearing his hoodie and baggy pants.
"Are you really going to wear that" the painting of Orion Black asked
The painting was old but definitely ruined by either Sirius or Regulus from their past trauma with their father.
'At least im going' she thought.
Airpods in her ears and ignoring every conversation around her.. She was in the house her sister got tortured in..
Nobody paid much attention to the corner she was hiding in... until someone tapped her shoulder.
She looked up from having her head down and saw Draco standing next to her
He kneeled down next her keeping the silence agitated
"Are you gonna talk to anyone here or are you gonna stay here and be depressed" he asked acknowledging her blue aura.
"I dont understand how sirius can expect me to come to the same house my sister got tortured in " she responded in a fragile tone
"I dont think he wanted you to think that... I think he wants you to celebrate severus's birthday... to maybe get your mind off of things" Draco said trying to bring the situation to a lighter note
'Maybe that doesnt sound so bad... i think i can deal with that' She thought about it for a second
She slowly got up from the wooden floor with help of Draco and made her way to a small group to make her presence known
That group consisted of Scorpius, Remus and Albus
The softer ones...
Y/n rathered currently hanging out with the chilled people today based on her current mood...
Tired...
Depressed....
And just not feeling itRemus and Scorpius were talking about the books they were currently reading and how amazing they are while Albus was looking around the room to see how many people his father wouldn't want around him..
Albus was shy when it came to being seen by one of his fathers "enemies". But in reality no one really cared if he was around because Albus has a good presence
Even though Albus overthinks alot of the situations around him. He has Scorpius around to explain to him that whatever is going on in his head isn't going to happen..
After about a minute of Y/n deciding who she was going to talk to first out of the three people..
She spotted a very intoxicated Delphini on the other side of the room...
She clearly also didn't want to be here because of her parents however Delphini drinks her sorrows away rather then explaining them to someone
"Wow your really drunk" y/n said in a enthusiastic tone.
"Wow your really sober" delphini answered back with sass
Which is odd for delphini to answer with sass since usually she adds the fun and light to every sad and depressing situation
"Oh wow your in a mood today" the sober one replied clearly knowing something was pestering her
Delphi gestured to y/n for them to go in a different room
"Oh its my stupid parents.. they're so annoying with everything they do.. its marry this marry that.. its like woah mom chill the fuck out im not some sort of sex machine like you are" delphini said while waving her arms around dramatically like a theater performance.
"Jesus Del I didn't think you could get any funnier when your drunk" y/n said while laughing
Both of them walked threw the mansion and admired the amount of changes that Narcissa put on the house
Before the atmosphere looked dark and gloomy however now....
It looked like a bunch of fairys sprinkled glitter dust all over with different shades of pastel yellows and pastel greens.
Everything looked so pretty until they hit the bassment...
It looked so gloomy and gross with the amount of negative energys...
The sounds of the screams and pure torture that has been in the room was truly mortifying.
The feelings running through y/ns body were chilling in which brought back how astrea felt in this exact location a month ago
A month ago where she felt the same feeling with the lose of her soul mate...
The feeling that keeps being repeated to her every single time she delivered the letters...
The letters which she has a couple more to deliver and this will be all over and done with
One more letter to the parents of the only person she's truly loved for the first time in a while...
"I need to go home" y/n said rushing out the doors while her face is pale as snow.
Grabbing her things and walking out of the manor into the pouring rain..
'Great.. just great' she thought
She went through her leather jacket pocket and grabbed two single letters
The was a moment of silence...
Processing her ambivalent thoughts of whether she should deliver 2 more letters or not.
Looking back at the door she once walked out of, wishing someone she cared about would walk out after her.
No one came...
So she left...

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A New Adventure//tubbo x reader // fem reader
RomanceEverything was going great there was a meet up in London. But thats when things took a turn for the worst. Y/n had to tell her friend something that she didn't expect that she would have to tell anyone. After that things started to crumble. This is...