Big Shepherd, Little Shepherd

XVI

YOUR POV

A double date? I'm so confused. Does Amy know? Maybe I have a TINY crush on Carina but that's normal. She's so sweet and warm and my type and oh my god I have a crush on Carina. What am I doing? Arghhh. Is it hot in here? I'm hot. Hehe you know it. But seriously, I'm all sweaty.

- y/n : I'm going to call someone. I'll be in my room if you need me

- Amelia : Okay. Dinner will be... Carina

- Carina : 30 minutes

- Amelia : Dinner will be 30 minutes. I'm come get you if it's done early

- y/n : Okay. Thanks

Call. Fucking pick up. Pick up. Pick up. Pick up. Pick up. Call declined. What the fuck Addie. Go suck a cock. Don't do that. I don't need to know. That's not my flavour. Come on Charlotte. Just answer the call.

- Charlotte : Hello

- y/n : Heyyy Charrr

- Charlotte : 25 hours asleep after working yourself to exhaustion. Y/n Shepherd I understand your going through something but Addison is mad

- y/n : What? Why?

- Charlotte : You declined her calls for 3 days straight then your phone is off and she's texting Amelia asking if your okay. Okay enough scolding. Why did you call?

- y/n : I like someone

- Charlotte : The roommate

- y/n : N- What? How? Is it that obvious?

- Charlotte : Nope. Total guess. Is she cute? Are you being safe?

After a lengthy conversation about how to prevent STD's and UTI's I hung up. That's was intense. Amelia came in and pulled me towards the kitchen where 4 plates of spaghetti sat. My seat obviously next to Carina's. Lovely. My gorgeous italian girlf-roommate who is great at cooking.

- Amelia : This is great. Wow. Mhm

- y/n : Keep your pants on Amy

- Arizona : Yeah Amelia. Save that for the bedroom

- y/n : Your a good cook Carina

- Carina : Thank you bella

- Arizona : I have to agree with y/n. This is better then anything Amelia or I make at home. We might be over more often

Please don't be over more often because then I'm stuck sitting next to Carina and I can't get rid of these feelings if I'm stuck next to her during a 'double date' dinner. I'm going to cry. Genuinely.

- Arizona : Is everyone done with their plates?

- y/n : I can do the washing up. I live here, your a guest

- Arizona : Oh okay?

- Amelia : We're not really guests. Mom would be a guest, she never visits. We're here all the time. We virtually live here

- y/n : I'll take the plates

I just needed to get out of there. I could feel Carina keep looking at me and I was going red. Do we have a dish washer? Yes. Am I washing these dishes by hand so I can avoid the conversation? Yes.

- Carina : You know we have a machine that does the dishes for us

- y/n : I like cleaning them by hand. It's...stress relieving

- Carina : You know what else is stress relieving? A massage

- y/n : Carina you don't- Oh wow. Oh my god. That's just wow

- Arizona : KEEP YOUR PANTS ON IN THERE

- y/n : Oh god. SHUT UP.

- Carina : You've gone red bella. Are you okay?

Just leave the room. I can feel my cheeks are bright red and when I see Amy and Arizona they're just laughing at something on Amelia's phone.

- Arizona : You like Carina?

- Amelia : Charlotte told me. She texted me saying-

- y/n : I'm tired. I think I'm going to go to my room

- Arizona : Nooo. Stayyyy. CARINA. Y/N'S TRYING TO GET OUT OF GIRLS NIGHT

- Carina : Come on bella. Stay for the film

- y/n : I-

- Amelia : We won't take no for an answer

I fucking hate Amelia and Arizona. Why do they feel the need to torture me? I thought I'd gotten away with sitting in a corner until Amelia and Arizona decided to stretch along the sofa, their feet on me. This caused me to move to the other sofa, the smaller one I'd now be sharing with Carina.

- Arizona : Let's watch something cheesy

- Amelia : Twilight. It's y/n's favouriteee

- y/n : Yeah, like 7 years ago

- Amelia : Aww too bad. We're watching it

- y/n : Great. Just great

The whole film I could see Amelia and Arizona glancing at me. By the time we finished the film it was nearing midnight and there was no way they were going to go home.

- Arizona : Can we crash here? It's too late for us to drive home

- Carina : You can sleep in my room. I changed the sheets this morning. I'll stay with y/n

- Amelia : Thank you so much. Goodnight Carina, night y/n

- Carina : I hope you don't mind sharing a bed

- y/n : Er yeah it's fine I guess. Come on. I'm tired

It was a long night. Carina fell asleep pretty quickly and ended up moving her hand so it was on my back so that's great. I know Amy and Arizona are going to have some photos of this to show me.

Authors Notes
Merry Christmas if you
celebrate it. Have a drink
and snack please x