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CARINA'S POV

Y/n did end up adopting Andrea and he's the sweetest little boy ever. He's three now and I still live with y/n although we've moved house so we have four bedrooms.

- Isabella : Mom? Can I take Loki and Thor for a walk?

- y/n : Yes but not a long one. They're getting old and you have school soon.

- Isabella : I know.

- y/n : Be safe. Love you

- Isabella : Love you too

Isabella is 12 now although she acts like she's 16. Y/n's giving her some freedom because we live in a safe neighbourhood and her sister lives three houses down the road.

- y/n : Come on trouble. Let's get your shoes on

- Andrea : Yah

- y/n : Auntie Amy is really looking forward to having you today

- Andrea : Ryan? Boys?

- y/n : Ryan and the boys have got school bud. They'll be home at 4 though. So will Bells

- Andrea : Tinkerbell!

- y/n : Yes, Tinkerbell

Ever since Andrea watched Tinkerbell he's been calling Isabella Tinkerbell. It's cute.

- Isabella : I'm back

- y/n : You better hurry. The bus will be here any minute and I don't have the time to drop you at school

- Isabella : Where's Roo going today?

- y/n : He's going to Amelia's because she's got the day off. You're going to hers after school too. I'll be home at six-ish. Carina has a night shift

- Carina : Yes but I will find some time to face-time you all to say goodnight

- Isabella : I've got to go. That's the bus

- y/n : Goodbye. I love you

- Isabella : Love you too mom. Love you Carina

- Carina : Love you bella

- y/n :  Come on little man. Auntie Amy wants to see you

God I love her, if only I could tell her.

YOUR POV

I love my life. The one thing that could be better is if me and Carina stopped pretending that we didn't have feelings for each other and that we aren't really good together. It would literally complete my life.

- Amelia : Is that my little man?

- Andrea : Amyyyyy

- y/n : You know what to do. I trust you. I love you little dude

- Andrea : Love Mommy

- Carina : Bye bye bambino. I love you

- Andrea : Love mama

- y/n : See you later. Love you Amy

- Amelia : Yeah yeah

A lot of 'I love you's' today. I still won't say it to Carina because that would have to be a life or death moment and I'm not planning on dying any day soon. I need to see the kids go to college and get married if they want and maybe have their own kids. I just need to see them grow up before I die.

- y/n : Did you hear about the train gates across the city being faulty? Out of the seven that didn't go down no one's gotten hurt yet but it's not going to be long

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