Josh Richards Imagines

B R E A T H E B A B Y

*** There is a slight trigger warning***

Gracyn's POV- 

I was laying Josh and I's bed scrolling on tiktok. I came across a post talking about how Josh is way out of my league and how he could do so much better. I honestly have always thought that he could do better but it has never bothered me this bad. The thing is, I have really bad anxiety when it comes to what people think of me. And it has now been revealed what people on the internet who don't even know me think about me. My past relationship was not a very good one. In fact I wouldn't really consider it a relationship but you know it was only 2 years of some of the most crucial years of life gone. Josh had always been amazing to me. He was currently out with some friends and would be home in about and hour and a half. I didn't really even realise that my breathing become heavy and tears were coming down my face and I felt like I couldn't breathe.

10 minutes later

Things had gotten worse. I was alone in my thoughts and drowning in them. Next thing I know I hear the door open and my boyfriend of 1 year walk in. I felt his ice blue eyes go directly to me.

Josh's POV-

i was out with my friends when we decided to go back home. Geez I had no clue how grateful I would be that we decided to do that. I walk into see my beautiful girlfriend struggling to breathe with tears running down her face . This only meant one thing. A panic attack.

Gracyn's POV- 

Josh runs over to me and picks me up and puts me in his lap. I immediately latch on to him and cry into his chest.

J- Breathe baby breathe

G- I-i-i-i-

J- shhhh. Follow me ok

I just nod my head and follow his breathing. A few minutes later my breathing was back to normal but the tears were still streaming down my face. 

J- baby can you look at me please?

I slowly lift my head up to see the love of my life looking at me sympathetically with his ice blue eyes.

J- atta girl

He intertwined our fingers and runs soothing circles on my hand with his thumbs.

J- can you tell me what happened?

I nod my head yes and take a deep breathe to collect my thoughts. One thing I loved about josh was how patient he was with me. I open my mouth but nothing comes out and more tears brim in my eyes as i try so hard to talk but nothing worked

J- babygirl it's ok just take deep breaths and take your time

I take a deep breath and gather my thoughts once more

G- I-i was l-laying on the b-b-bed and scrolling through t-tiktok when i-i-i saw post s-saying t-that you could do m-much better and y-you were way o-o-out of m-my league and i-i-i just got in my th-thoughts and then i-i-i started thinking about y-you know who and i-i know its s-stupid 

The tears were still coming out of my eyes and I was gripping on to his hands for some sort of reassurance. 

J- First of all it is not stupid and second of all you are the love of my fucking life baby and if anything you are out of my league. You are the most beautiful, amazing, caring, sweet person I have ever met. And also I know it can be overwhelming. You are in a public relationship but babygirl there is one thing to it, you can't let them get in your head. he says while pointing to my head. They are just jealous. And I also know that many things are going to remind you of your past relationship but you just have to take deep breaths and come and get me so we can do this together. I love you so much okay don't ever forget that. 

G- I love you so much bubby

He wipes my extra tears and lays us down so we could watch a movie. 

G- thank you 

J- for what 

G- for today

I say while playing with his rings 

J- baby that is something I will always do no matter what

G- I love so so much

J- I love you even more

G- That's not possible

J- oh trust me it is

I lay me head down and fall asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.

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