His Obsession

Chapter 15

His Obsession

Chapter 15

Evangeline

The plane ride back is silent as neither I nor Alex speak a word and that is the way that I want it to be. I don't want to hear anything that he has to say and I have nothing to say to him.

He had confessed to me that he was attracted to me. I had heard in his voice that he was speaking the truth which does not make any of this better for me.

I feel something for Xavier. It has to be love because without it, I feel so empty. Even when he has hurt me so much, I feel like he's the one that cares for me.

Everyone always wants to destroy me or do horrible things to me. He did at first but I saw that he did not want to hurt me.

Even when I had tried to kill him, I threatened him and yet he did nothing, as if he has changed somehow. I can't understand it but I feel so much for him.

If it is not love then I have no idea what it is. What I do know is that I never want my heart to stop feeling those things inside my body.

Somehow it makes me feel better than I have ever felt in my life and I can't understand any of it, do I have to understand it?

Perhaps not. I let out a sigh as the plane still has some hours to go and I would rather not wait a second more. I think there are things that I need to tell Xavier.

"You're awfully silent" Alex says and I turn my head to look at him. "I guess I just have a lot on my mind" I tell him and that is the truth.

After all that I've been through, I somehow crave silence and yet I want nothing more than to drown this silence, I may even need a drink or two or three for that matter.

"Like me?" He asks me with a smirk on his face. I roll my eyes. "Just because you are attracted to me does not mean that I am to you. That spot is already filled so shut your mouth and cover your dick" I tell him.

I had noticed that his dick is pressing on his pants and this bulge had happened, like it had done before when I had tucked him.

He probably thinks that now when we are back in the air, that I will fuck him again. That is not going to happen, never again.

There is only one man for me and only one that I want to fuck and we are flying towards him right now. Alex chuckles as he adjusts himself so that I can see the bulge a bit better.

Rolling my eyes, I turn to look out the window. I had chosen to sit by the window because I do like looking out there at the world so small and far away.

When I was younger, I used to dream of travelling the world. Mostly because then I could get away from my brother and my father that were ruining me from the inside out.

It was then that I knew dreams would never come true. It is now that I know that the only way someone can shive their dream, and the only way that I will be able to achieve my dreams which I've had as a child and as an adult is to make them come true on my own.

I only need myself to make them come true. As I sit in this plane, I now notice that my dreams are mine for the taking and they are within reach.

I know what I have to do now.