If my purpose really is to live life in every sense of the word, then I am not fulfilling my purpose, I am saying things I shouldn't and shutting up when I should be yelling, I am cowering away and denying myself experiences, when those are the very things that make a life, but do i know what to do about it? I'm giving my friend advice about making small changes and telling her that she needs to push herself beyond her position of comfort and laziness, but am I being a hypocrite? one last question for now, what is to be done about my emotions? when people talk over me I get upset, i get angry and bitter, when others talk about their journeys and experiences, i get jealous, i don't want to stop feeling, i love to feel, but I want to be able to understand more in the moment, what each feeling means.
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Until she was happy
PoetryHappiness is a privilege and i talk deep so this whole book is a possible trigger warning. Don't look at this as a way to find peace in your darkness, this doesn't offer that, look unto this as a way to hurt with someone else, and find peace in the...
