MHR || PJM { UNEDITED }

72

If I bothered you so much and you
want it to end just tell me, I
won't stop you. I love you enough
to let you go and find someone new
who can give you a true happiness

Without realizing a single teardrop falling onto my phone screen while I reading his last message. The day that I fear the most is finally here, the day he's done with my immaturity and unreasonable behavior. My feelings are mixed of guilty and disappointed. I'm disappointed because I thought he knows me better than this but I guess what people said was right never expect anything from anyone, I take back everything I've said before, about he's the only one that understand me. In fact, no one will ever understand me because I'm too much and complicated. What he said about me was right, I'm not blaming him but I'm not blaming myself neither, I believe in my instinct and will stick with what I said, he's still a liar after all. The other day he said he will never let me go because he cannot afford seeing me with someone else other than him, he really got me believed it, that was stupid.

I was still staring at his messages when suddenly I heard a knock on my door, I quickly turn off the phone and made sure to wipe the tears on my face before I run off to the door

Y/n: What is it eomma?

Mom: Yeri is looking for you

Y/n: Why?

Mom: She just asking if you wanna go hangout with her

Y/n: I'm not feeling to

Mom: You staying in your room all day today what happened?

Y/n: Nothing

Mom: Then go outside and get some fresh air.

I rolled my eyes and lazily walk passed her to outside, seeing Yeri sat on the swing in front of my house, she smile brightly

Y/n: What's up?

Yeri: I thought you'd go somewhere with your boyfriend again but auntie said you're home

Y/n: Nah

Yeri: You have any plan tho?

Y/n: Not really

Yeri: Then let go to the dandelion field

Y/n: Can I pass? I'm feeling really lazy today

Yeri: Please please please, pretty Y/n please

Y/n: I'm sorry Yeri, let's hangout next time

Yeri: I don't accept your apology, you need to come with me today

Y/n: I really can't

Yeri: Please I don't wanna go with them alone

Y/n: Who?

Yeri: Is the guy that I talk to and his friend

Y/n: Then just tell them that you don't wanna go

Yeri: But I do wanna go, I just need friend to go with and you're the only one available now, please pretty please

I sighed and give her a "leave me the fuck alone" eyes but at the same time I'm also curious who's she talking to. Sooo