Breaking Point

Chapter 8

🎵 Closer - Kings of Leon 🎵
Sex on Fire - Kings of Leon

"Is this Miss Wilson?" A man's voice asks me through the phone line.

"Yes, it is."

"We are waiting at the parking lot with your car. Can you come here to sign the paperwork?"

"I'll be there in five minutes."

Damn idiots supposed to deliver the car yesterday. I was getting very anxious, before my dad called the company and they told him that there is a slight delay. I swear if there is something wrong with my car, I'll kill them.

"Miss Wilson..." The man starts to speak.

"Yeah, yeah, that's me. Why was there a delay?" I ask while looking at my perfect Porsche.

"The papers were not transferred to the right office. We are so sorry. You have to sign here." He hands me the clipboard. I take the pen and sign the damn paper and get back to looking at my car.

I guess, there isn't any damage. Not even one scratch. I sigh in relief and get into my car. Today is a cloudy day. I think it's supposed to rain... Such a different sight compare to Los Angeles. It almost never rains in L. A., but in the bay, you can even feel the seasons change from Summer to Autumn. And I actually love this kind of depressive weather, it's mirroring the way I feel right now. That's why I decide to get into my car that I've missed so much and drive far away from everything. As soon as I start the engine music starts to play. I drive out from the parking lot and head toward the beach. At least one good thing that I'm still living next to the water. Because ocean is a such an interesting thing. When you hear the waves the hair on your skin tingle, when you feel the salty smell, it sends a pleasant shiver through your body. I don't think that I will ever be able to move away from it. Doesn't matter if it's an ocean, a sea or a lake. I shut my mind off, open the roof of the car and give my heart to the lyrics of the song. As I drive a hundred miles an hour in my sports car, the wind hits my face, waving my hair back and making me shiver from the slight cold of it. I feel like myself now. Honestly I don't know why I was pretending to be such a good girl, when I'm this. The girl who does whatever she wants and doesn't give a damn about life, although deep in my heart I know that I do, I just don't want to admit that to myself. I'm supposed to be going to the frat party tonight. I mean, not supposed. But everyone keeps telling me to come and I feel like partying right now.

"Are you going to the party?" Diana asks me when I get back to our dorm room. My mind is clear now, but at the same time foggy, because I don't know what to think about anymore.

"Yeah, you?"

"Is Ethan going?" I turn to look at her. She's standing next to her closet and biting her lip.

"Not hiding it anymore, huh?" I tease and slightly chuckle.

"He is cute." She defenses herself.

"I know D, that's why you look even better together." She gasps and then laughs at my mockery.

What should I wear? I feel like being myself tonight. I don't know what they're reaction will be, but I know that I'm going to enjoy it. I choose to wear the black dress that I wore to my going away party. It's made from a tight material that shows every curve and I don't mind showing off right now. This time I'm not going to wear heels, this party is not as important and I want to be comfortable. So I choose my black converse.

"Wow, you look amazing." Diana gasps. She is wearing a loose light blue dress. It's not revealing at all, but it looks so good on her. I guess we switched roles.