"Loving You "/BrightWin Fanfiction /BxB/MPREG

Loving You /Chapter 19

Bright Vachirawit Chivaree

I know his hurt and jealous that's why ayaw niya akong kausapin Kaya hayaan ko muna siya ,his pregnant and his emotional ,madaling magtampo,magalit,magutom ,at lagi ko siyang iniintindi Kasi Mahal na Mahal ko siya.

It's my fault !  na hinayaan Kong halikan ako ni Thea ,Hindi Lang ako nakahuma agad dahil Nabigla ako ,Hindi Ko akalaing gagawin niya yon.

I know her for a long time since his my girl best friend , pero naging awkward na kami sa isat isa Nong college days namin na magtapat Siya sakin , at my girlfriend ako noon ang babaeng pinaka iingatan ko at pinaka mamahal na sinaktan Lang ako na halos ikamatay ko na.

I already tell her many times that I love her as a friend  nothing more ,nothing less , wala na akong ibang maibigay na pagmamahal sa kanya kondi bilang kaibigan  lamang .

She pursue me , we have sex many times but no strings attached for our sexual needs only ,  Kaya pinagbigyan ko siya at Hindi Ko naman akalain na she will really love me more akala ko pag magsex na Kami and I will give her my body she will satisfy about it and she don't ask for more ,  lalo na ang love but no! I'm wrong because mas nainlove siya sakin at Hindi Lang katawan ko nais niya kondi pati puso ko na hindi ko kayang ibigay sa kanya .

Hindi Ko akalain na iibig akong muli at kapwa lalaki ko pa , I'm been there ,I'm been inlove before at alam na alam ko gaani kasakit pagtaksilan pero para KY Win I will take all the risk Kasi Mahal na Mahal ko siya ,takot na akong magmhal ulit pero I want to try to trust again with him I will do everything .

I want him ....
I love him...
I need him...
Lahat gagawin ko mapasaya ko Lang siya at pangako Kong Hinding Hindi Ko Siya sasaktan pero nasaktan ko siya dahil sa babaeng yon.

That bitch ! I don't trust her anymore....
Hindi na siguro talaga maibabalik ang pagkakaibigan namin.

Simula nong hinaluan namin Ng kalaswaan pagkakaibigan namin nasira na yon ,matagal na ...

We both have fault about it ..

Naghinayang ako SA pinagsamahan namin ,sa mga memories namin since young ....

But enough is enough...
I won't tolerate her....
She's being too much...
I already tell her about Win...

Pero nanadya talaga .....

She want to have me back....

But I'm not the same person anymore..
I want to change to a better person for my Love ,for Win and for our little munchkin in his tummy.

Parang sinaksak Ng kutsilyo puso ko nong makita Kong umiyak si Win ..

Ayaw na ayaw kong umiiyak siya Kasi mas nasasaktan ako..

I want to shower him my love....
I want to shower him everything ....

Being with him is my happiest moment in my whole life...

Sobrang Mahal Kona siya ....

At ayaw na ayaw ko na mawala tiwala niya sakin .....

Because we just start our relationship ...

His mine and mine alone....

I'm his and Im willing to do everything he want me to do ...
Kahit na magmukha na akong under....

Basta masaya siya masaya narin ako..

Being inlove is give and take ..

Being inlove at kailangan laging pundasyon ang tiwala at pagiging honest and loyal ...