BEA's POV
"Are you sure you wanna do this?" I ask Jho while caressing her forearm. She stared at me for a few seconds before slowly nodding. "You know I'm not rushing you. I can wait till you're really ready."
She reached for my hand on her forearm and placed it on her lap, putting her own hand on top of it.
"We're dating for almost 6 months. I think that's enough time."
"It was an amazing 6 months with you love, but it doesn't mean we need to do something you're not really--"
"But I am ready.." She cut me off and gently squeeze my hand. "Ikaw yata ang hindi ready eh? Kinakabahan ka ba?"
She smirk kaya tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. I am ready for everything as long as it involves her.
I acted like I was really offended with her words but she just laugh. We were sitting on her bed so I pushed her a little. But she wasn't really expecting that and lost her balance, causing her to lay down on her bed.
I grab the opportunity and crawled on top of her, placing both my hands beside her head. I smirk when I saw her gulp.
"Who's nervous now?" Her hand was on my shoulder, trying to stop me from leaning down but she's no match to me.
I leaned in further, finally claiming her lips. She instantly gave up on pushing me away and responded to my kiss. A minute passed and I can't seem to stop myself, hindi rin naman siya nagrereklamo so I continued.
But my arms are getting tired from supporting my own weight so I adjusted my position. Carefully lifting myself up not wanting to break our kiss.
She was trap between my hands and feet but she didn't seem to care and just kept on returning my kisses.
I can feel my hands shaking so I switch to my elbows, bringing me closer to this girl who's now playing with my hair.
My mind is telling me to stop because we might do something I never thought we would. But something in me won't let me quit.
I bit her lower lip wanting to deepen our already deep kiss, and I didn't expect her to let out a little moan. That made my heart thump. It was like music to my ears. I wanna hear it again.
She may have read my mind because as I was exploring the insides of her mouth, she let out another moan. She even gripped my hair while her other hand is holding my nape.
I don't know how long we we're making out but I know for sure that we need to breathe so I slowly pulled away. But not too much 'cause she was still holding on to my nape.
"Are you okay?" I ask when I notice she kept her eyes close.
"Hmm" she nods and gave me a little smile. That made me calm so I lay down beside her. She grab my hand and placed it under her head using it as her pillow. "I love you.."
My heart melt as she say those words. It always does. I can never be more thankful that I have her in my life.
"I love you more. And I'm not scared okay? If you are really ready to tell Lola about us, then I am too. I'm always ready for you."
I kissed her forehead at agad naman niya akong niyakap nang mahigpit.
We lay down for a few more minutes until we heard a knock on her door.
"Jhoana, Bea, kakain na." That was Lola's yaya. Sumagot si Jho na bababa na kami kaya agad na rin kaming nag-ayos.
We're planning to talk to her lola after dinner. I don't want to sound so cocky but I know that lola will support us. I had a feeling she knew it from the start at kami nalang talaga ang hinihintay niyang magsabi.
