Bea's POV
I let out another sigh while staring at the ceiling. I'm in my room, nakahiga at nakatulala lang for almost 1 hour now.
"Will you stop doing that?" I didn't bother to look at Kianna when she said that. I close my eyes and started seeing images of this girl again. "Kanina ka pa, Beatriz. Sabi ko naman sa'yo don't overthink!"
"How can I not? Ang gulo gulo, Kians. I thought it was her, tapos sasabihin niya na hindi niya initials yung nasa panyo? Like what? Nalilito na ako"
Umupo ako sa kama at ginulo ang buhok ko habang nakayuko. Ugh. This sucks.
"Alam mo I don't get bakit ka nalilito at naguguluhan" I looked at Kianna para lang irapan siya. Hindi nakakatulong eh "No. Seriously, Bea. Bakit ka ba nalilito? Kung hindi siya yung J.M. edi hindi siya yung hinahanap mo. Ano bang nakakalito dun?"
I tried to say something pero parang wala akong mabuong words na makakasagot sa tanong niya. Napaisip din tuloy ako, bakit ba ako naguguluhan? Ano naman kung hindi si Jho yung hinahanap ko?
"Baka naman kasi gusto mong paniwalain yung sarili mo na si Jho na talaga yung hinahanap mo kasi nagugustuhan mo na siya?" She instantly got my attention after saying that. Sandali akong napaisip pero agad ko rin siyang binato ng isang unan.
"That's impossible. We've known each other for like, one month. Paano ko siya magugustuhan agad?"
"Are you really asking me or yourself?" Umupo siya sa tabi ko at hinaplos ng dahan-dahan ang aking buhok "Think about it. Wala namang masama kung magkagusto ka nga sa kanya. She's nice, according to your stories. And she's cute, base on your stolen shots"
"H-hey!" Before I could react, nakalabas na siya ng kwarto ko. I grab my phone and check my camera roll "That sneaky bastard"
Jhoana, who really are you?
*****
"So, what do you guys think?" Rex asked after showing his work.
"I like it. Nakuha mo yung gusto kong ambiance ng place. Kayo ba? Bea?"
I snapped out and nod. "Yeah, that's good.. great.."
Kianna mocked me and pinch my leg. I winced in pain.
"Focus please, mamaya mo na isipin si Jho--" tinakpan ko agad ang bibig niya bago pa niya matapos ang gusto niyang sabihin. Minsan talaga napapaisip na ako kung safe ba mga sikreto ko sa kadaldalan niya eh.
