Marrying Tomlinson - Book 1 #Wattys2015

Twenty-Eight

Last night was amazing . Although it was kinda painful for my side , Louis keep it going slow and gentle . He bites his lips , holding himself from being rough at me . The most sweet thing is he never stop asking if I was alright or if I want him to stop .

The feels of him inside me somehow makes the butterfly to going frenzy inside my stomach . I guess the feelings is worth the pain and sore I feel now since I wake up for the last 20 minutes .

Glancing down at our tangled up legs , I frowned when I notice there is some blood stains on the sheet . There goes my V card , goodbye innocent , goodbye sanity . Well , I am too overreact .

" El ? Are you alright ? " Louis's eyes open wide for no reason . I guess I move around to much .

" I'm fine Louis . See , still breathing . " I didn't mean to mock him but it came out the way I didn't plan too .

" Am I being too rough ? Can you walk ? Does it still hurts ? Your father is going to kill me . I'll kill myself if he didn't . " holding his face with my hands , I make him stop worrying all over me .

" It's fine . Little bit sore but I'm okay . No , my father is not going to kill you because we won't tell him about this okay ? " his expression changed from worry to confused .

" Why won't we tell him about this ? " either he is faking innocent or really that dumb .

" Are you serious right now ? I am his daughter but I'm sure he is not interested with our last night activity . " he nod , pecking my lips .

" But it was kinda interesting activity tho . Sure don't want to tell him ? " smirking up , he pull me to lay on top of his naked body .

" Are you insane ? No , never . " I try to look serious but it was hard to be serious around him .

His blue-green eyes watching me intensely . His hands is rubbing my side smoothly . We stay like this for awhile , enjoying each other company . Although I feel blessed to have this moment , my mind can't stop thinking about the worst posibilities .

" You are narrowing your eyebrows . What are you thinking about ? " I was surprised to hear that he knows that tiny details of me . It's like he has known me forever while we barely know each other weeks ago .

" Just don't laugh at me . " I warned him , leaning my head at his bare chest .

" Can't promise that but I will stay with you no matter what . Is that enough ? " I nodded , liking the way he never stop to try cheer the mood's up .

" We started with a contract . It only last for 3 years top . " when I want to be his wife until my last breath now .

" But we promised each other . That's worth more than a stupid contract and it does not have a deadline . " it wasn't enough to make me feel better .

" What if Simon refused to let us live our promises ? They can kick you from the band any moments . " I refused to cause him more trouble . This is his life . He worked hard for this .

" Simon has nothing against us . I have talked to him before the wedding and he actually happy that you got me wrapped around your fingers . " his hand reach for mine , bring it close to his mouth before he trail kisses all over my fingers and my knuckles .

" What about the haters ? They are your fans . " I reasoned out . Not because I want to leave him . I just want to sort out the problems so I will know what to expect .

" They will understand sooner or later when they see how happy I am with you . " I was lost of words so I stay silent .

" Do you regret what happened last night ? " my mind suddenly flooded with the memories of last night .

" No Louis . I don't . " he slowly flipped us together until I end up laying below him . His weight is not rested fully on me as he supported himself with his elbows .

" Me too Elsiah . Me too . " he smile before leaning in , kissing me .

He kissed me with full of loves until I could feel it . His lips is so soft against mine only makes me carving him more . Slowly but passion kiss , that's how we do it . There is no lust , just love .

" You are killing me Elsiah . It takes a lot for me not to take you again right here and now . " his remarks makes me blush but I can't hide it since our faces are so close .

" I'm still sore . " as much I want him too , I have to think about my body first .

" I know baby . That's why I need some shower . Would you mind if I leave you here for awhile ? " I shake my head , loving the way he put my comfort first against his lust .

" Go and take the shower then . "

" But I don't want to leave you . " Louis whine , sticking his bottom lip out .

" Louis . " he huffed , pecking my nose before jump off the bed . I try not to look down and invading his privacy although I have seen it all .

" Hey El ? " oh god , get into the shower already .

" Yeah . " he stand right infront of me with all his naked glory .

" Where is one place that you always want to go ? " did he really try to start a normal conversation when he is cover in nothing ?

" Uh , I don't really know ? " because my mind is too clouded with what you did right now .

" There must be some place that you want to go . "

I close my eyes , starting to imagine me and Louis together . We were sitting at the bench , laughing over some jokes he made . I look at my right direction and saw the Eiffle Tower . As much as I love to travel , this is the one place that I wish I could spend with my loved one .

" Paris . " a smile creep into my face while my eyes still shut close .

" Paris . " Louis echo my answer at the same tone . Slowly I open my eyes to see he is looking at me , mirroring my smile .

" Why do you ask ? " he shrugged , turning on his heels to reach the bathroom .

" Because we need the destination for our honeymoon . Start packing then , we are leaving . " at first I thought he is just kidding until I realized he is Louis Tomlinson . He managed to pull up my wedding dream in just a night , I'm sure he is hell serious about our honeymoon .

The photo of him shirtless is killing me to be honest .
They are going to Paris !