In Love With My Best friend

Mix signals

one month later

It's been a month since I lost the baby. I've lost some weight actually and people at school are starting to notice. Josh isn't even talking to me. I used to tell him everything, now he doesn't even know what's going on in my life. Nathan on the other hand has turn the other leaf. He's being nice and supportive. But he's so annoying at times. Asking all them questions. My mother does the same and she checks my wrist everyday. She yells at me when she see's the slightest cut when really I scratched or I cut myself in my sleep. I'm at school right now and I see Josh. He looks happy... He looks happy without me... Should I even talk to him? Why am I in love with someone I can't get?

"Hey Ash." A voice said. I was hoping it was josh, but when I turned around it was Nathan

"Hi Nathan. Listen we need to talk. How about during lunch we meet up somewhere?" I said. I was a bit nervous to be alone with him but he's changed, right?

"Yea sure. And Ashley..... I just wanna say I think you're amazing." He says. Then I smile and walk to class. I have science so Josh will be in that class with me.

atscience

I was putting my head down and all of sudden The desk shook and there Josh was.

"Hey gurl. Long time no see huh?" Josh says

"Yea. So how are things with you and Ivy?" I asked

"Pretty good... I guess. I'm kinda not really into it that much anymore." He says.

"Really 'cause you seem happy with her." I said

"But I'm not really. I want something new. You feel me." He says as he touches my hand. Is he implying something or am I just crazy?

"Yea, I know what you mean." I said. He was just starring into my eyes. I

started to blush and smile a little bit

duringlunch-

I waited for Nathan outside his class. Once he had came out I pulled him.

"Hey, come with me." I said as I pulled him. then we went somewhere private.

"So what's up?" He asked

"I need to tell you something important.... I'm not pregnant any more." I said

"What? How is that even possible?" He asked

"I had a miscarriage." I told them

"Are you ok? " He asked

"Yea. I'm doing ok. I'll be better soon. I'm sorta still in the state of shock. But you're off the hook. We're off the hook. So you can act like a jerk again and all now." I said

"You've actually changed me so I actually wanna thank you for getting pregnant. This experience actually changed me and made me better. So thank- you." Nathan says. Then I said "your welcome." and walked away. As I was walking away I bumped into a guy. He was unfamiliar and handsome.

"Oh sorry." I said

"No, don't be mate." He says. He has an Australian accent which I find very sexy.

"Are you new here?" I asked

"Yea, I'm Liam, I was actually hoping someone could show me to the cafeteria." He says

"Yea sure. Come on. I'll even let you sit with me at lunch." I said then we walked to the cafeteria.

When I went to the cafeteria I saw Josh and Ivy making out. God this boy is driving me crazy!

"So you fancy this guy?" Liam asked

"Huh?" I asked

"Well you've been starring at him. It's ashame because I fancy you." He says. Then I smile and start to blush. "My mom always said to get over one man you have to get under a new one. But in this case I'd like to take you out. On a date, if you'd let me." He says

"Yea sure, I'd love to go out with you." I said. Then I smiled at him and he smiled back.

one day later

Liam told me that he wanted to take me out today. I put on my flowy white and flowery dress on, a little bit of eye liner and eyeshadow, some light pink lip gloss and some flats.

"Oooo. Someone looks good." Mom says

"yea I actually have a date." I tell her

"So when you loose the baby it's party time huh? Ash you didn't even cry about the baby."

"Mom, it's not like that. I just need to get out there and be a teenager." I said

"Fine, have fun at your date." Mom says. I don't have time for her bull shit so I just walked out. Liam was waiting for me outside in his car. He then came out and opened the door for me.

"So where are we going ? "I asked

"On a picnic." Liam says. Then we start to drive off.

at the park

We walked in the park and layed on the grass. We put a blanket down and hand snacks and foods on the blanket.

"Wow. You made a whole feast." I said as I looked around at all the food.

"Yea well I wanted the best for our first date." He says. Then he leans in and kiss me.

"So Liam, tell me about yourself." I said

"Well I'm from Australia, my favorite color is blue, my favorite food is a nice chicken ceaser salad or a cheese stake, my family is pretty rich, I want to be a doctor but my family has something else in mind. But enough about me I could go on an on about me. Let's talk about you. What are you like? " He asked

Josh'sp.o.v

I see Ashley and she's talking with some new guy. They look like they're having a good time together. Why do I feel so jealous? Should I go over there?

"Joshy! Oh thank you for meeting me here. I really like you." Ivy says

"Listen, Ivy, I can't do this anymore. I have feelings for someone else." I told her. Then I couldn't believe what I just said. I have feelings for Ashley. Suddenly I see Ash kiss the new guy.

"It's Ashley huh. You have feelings for Ashley." Ivy says

Ivy's p.o.v

Oh hell no! This bitch is not gonna win this. I'm gonna get this bitch. She wont know what's coming to her.