In Love With My Best friend

Mixed Feelings

one month later

Things with Liam and I are going great. Even when I told him about me being pregnant, he excepted me the way I am. I think I might be falling for him. But on the other hand Ivy has been watching me like a hawk. I think she's jealous of my relationship with Liam. Josh on the other hand has been keeping his distance. That's probably part of the reason Ivy's been watching me.

"I want us to take a trip to my home town in Australia. This summer." Liam says. He's at my house we have the house to ourselves

"Liam there is no way my parents would let me go to Australia with my boyfriend for the summer." I said

"Maybe if we told them there will be adults there and that we're working on Extra credit for this semester or something like that." Liam says

"Maybe..." I said

"You are so beautiful. You know that?" Liam says then I start to blush.

"Thanks." I said. Then he leans in and kiss me. His hand goes up my shirt and he rubs my back. His hands felt so good... Suddenly someone came busting throw my room door and when I looked to see who it was I saw Madi.

"Oh my... Sorry. Just wanted to let you know we're back. Oh and make sure you use a condom, we'd hate to have to go through another teen age pregnancy." Madi says

"We weren't gonna have sex." I said

"Yea, It looks like you weren't." She say in a sarcastic tone.

"Oh shut up!" I said. Then I took Liam downstairs

"Mom, this is Liam. Liam this is my mother." I said

"It's nice to meet the creature of this beauty." Liam says

"Too much." I whispered to him.

"It's nice to meet you." Liam says

"It's nice to meet you too. You can call me Ashley's mother." Mom says. Ouch....

"Ok... But I was kinda wondering if you would be so kind to let your daughter go to Australia with me and my parents it's my home town and all and I think it's a great way to let Ash get away from things and be a new person. Bessides what else what she be doing over the summer?" Liam says

"I'll think about it. Australia is a far place rom here. What if something were too happen I wouldn't be in close reach of her." Mom says

"I'll call every single day when I wake up, in the afternoon and before I go to sleep." I told her.

"I'll think about it." She says. Usually when she says that it mean no.

"Yea, ok... We'll be upstairs." I said

"Keep the door open." Mom says then she gives me that mmmhmm look.

"Ok." I said then I went upstairs and cracked the door open.

"I love you." Liam says. I wasn't ready for that.

"Huh?" I said nervously

"I.. Love.. You." He says

"So are you staying here for dinner or are we going out or are you leaving soon?" I asked

"I guess I'm leaving soon. I actually thought that you felt the same. I love you Ashley! But you brush it off like it was a joke! I'll see you in school." Liam says then he walks out.

"Liam wait." I said then he waited at the stairs "I-I-I um...-"Yea that's what I thought." He says as he cuts me off then he goes down stairs and leaves.

one day later (at school)

I'm at my locker and Ivy keeps starring at me so I walked up to her

"Ok, what the hell do you want?" I asked

"Excuse me?!" Ivy says

"You heard me. You've been watching me like a hawk for the past few weeks! Now what do you want?!" I yelled

"Nothing. I want nothing to do with you! You are the reason we broke up!" Ivy says

"What are you talking about?" I asked

"Josh like you! He's into you. In fact, I think he's in love with you! The worst part about is that he told me and expressed those feelings with me during our date. So yes, you're the reason!" Ivy says

"Well that's too bad, because I'm in love with someone else. So you just need to fix your shit with Josh." I said. Then I walked to class. Liam was in my next class.

"Liam. Can we talk?" I asked as I sat next to him.

"About what, you not loving me?" He asked

"No. About me loving you. I love you Liam. I just need some time to digest everything. But you should know I love you." I said. Then I walked away. But he pulled me closer to him. Then he kissed me. Right in the middle of class.

"I love you too." Liam says. Then I went to my seat. Suddenly I saw Josh starring at me. So I gave him the what? look. Maybe he does like me.

walking home--

I decided that I didn't wanna take my car so I walked home. Suddenly I heard someone calling me.

"Ash. Hold up!" Josh says as he runs after me. I wait for him and he finally catches up.

" Hey, long time no see, right?" I said

"Yea... So what's up with you and the new guy?" He asked me

"We're seeing each other. " I told him

"As like, he's your boyfriend, you're his girlfriend?" He asked

"Yea. What's up with you and Ivy?" I asked

"Nothing. I guess I found out what it was like to be with her and I didn't like it." Josh says.

"Oh... Well I wont say I told you so." I said. Then he gave me a playful push.

"So is it cool if I come over today?" He asked

"Yea sure, I'm sure my mother wouldn't mind" I said. Then I continued walking home.

at home with Josh

"Hey mom, is it cool if Joshua stay with us or a little bit?" I asked

"Sure, are you staying for dinner?" Mom asked

"Yea. I was kinda hoping I could stay the night. I called my parents and they're cool with it so its up to you." Josh says

"Yea. Sure just make sure you sleep on the floor." Mom says.

"K. We'll be upstairs." I said then we went upstairs . "So, what do you wanna start with? Math, Chemist, or English?" I asked

"How bout Chemistry?" He says. Before I knew it we were kissing. Him kissing me is bringing back so many feelings. I couldn't stop kissing him. Something was telling me to stop but I couldn't. Within a blink of an eye our clothes are off and he's on top of me. I thought I was over him. Now I'm not sure. Our lips haven't part yet. He kicks the door closed and begins to kiss me on my neck and chest. He goes lower and lower until he reaches my V-line. Light moans escape my mouth. Then I remember. Liam.

"Stop!" I shouted. "I have a boyfriend. And you're on the rebound. " I said.

"I love you ok? I've fallen for you and I don't know what to do." Josh says. Then I kissed him again and we ended up having sex. Who would've thought that our true first times would be with each other, My bestfriend . I know this is wrong but it feels so right. I'm sorry Liam.