one month later----- 7 months pregnant.
Madison had the baby! Yup, she was pretty late but she did it. It's a girl. She also found a loving family to take care of her sxso I'm happy for her. She's been depressed lately though.
"Hey. You ok?" I asked
"Yea. It's been a week since I gave my baby away. Did I do the right thing?" She asked me.
"I think you did the right thing for you. Can I tell you a secret?" I asked her
"Yea. Sure." SHe says
"I think that I have feelings for Nathan and I ca't shake them away. He kissed me again and all I felt were fireworks. What should I do?" I explained to her.
"You should follow your heart and not be stupid. Nathan raped you and got you pregnant. Do you wanna go back down that rode again?" Madi says.
"It's just, hh has changed so much and he's being more involved with me and this baby than Josh is and Josh is mad at me because I broke up with him. What am I suppose to do? I love both of them and one of them is being a real jerk." I said as I started to cry.
"I don't know what you should do I'm only 14. I have no idea about love but you do what you need to do. Oh and I need to tell you something that's probably going to make you mad." She says
"Ok, go ahead." I said
"I'm sorta friends with Ivy." She tells me.
"Oh..... Ok... But let's set some boundaries, you can't tell her anything about me and my life ok?" I said.
"Ok." She says. Suddenly I felt one baby moving around.
"Woah. I never felt that before. The baby just like moved to a different spot or something." I said.
"Already?" Madi says
"What?" I asked
"Well my baby.. I mean when I was pregnant and at my due date I felt the baby move to a different spot, so, you better get ready to have that baby because it's coming.
"But I only felt one move so I'm fine." I said as I began to get nervous....
"Ashley come here." Mom shouts from downstairs. Then I went downstairs.
"Someone's at the door for you. He kinda looks familiar." She tells me. Then I went to the door. I saw Nathan
"Nathan what the hell are you doing here!? If she would've recognized you would've been dead." I told him.
"I know. I'm sorry but I needed to see you. Listen, I don't know what is wrong with me but for some reasn I can't get you outta my head and I keep thinking about kissing you." He says
"Nathan.... I don't know what to say." I said.
"Don't says anything." He said then he kissed me. Uh-oh.. Here goes the sparks again.
"If we do give this another try, you have to promise not to ever hurt me again. Ok?" I said
"Ok. I promise. Now kiss me." He says. Then he kissed me. As he kissed me he rubbed my stomach and then to my back.
"Mmm. Don't do that. I get horny very easily these day's. It's because I'm pregnant with another guys baby which is why we can't be together." I said as I backed away.
"Oh come on you make up every reason for us not to be together. I don't care if you're pregnant with Joshua's baby, I want you and if wanting you means that I have to have you including the baby then I'm fine with that." Nathan says. Then he hugs me.
"Thank you." I said. Then I went into my house.
"Who was at the door?" Mom asked.
"Just a friend. " I tell her. She then nodds her head and walks to the kitchen. I then walk back upstairs.
"Just a friend huh? Please don't tell me you're considering giving that rapist another chance." Madi says
"Everyone deserves a second chance and I think that he has earned his." I said
"Oh my god. You're so blinded by your pregnancy hormones and wanting to be loved that you're giving a rapist another chance to rape you." Madi exclaims.
"You don't even know him. He's changed and I'm willing to give him another chance." I said
"Ashley, you are way too nice and naïve." Madison says then she walks out my room.
one day later -- at school ----
I walked to my locker and got my books out and then I saw something that I'd never thought I'd see in a billion years. Josh kissing Nichole. I just stared at them for a while and then I walked away to class. I felt like my heart literally broke. I then suddenly felt this slight pain in my stomach and back but I ignored it and continued walking to class. I had P.E next and that means that Liam, Nathan and Josh are gonna be there.
In p.e ---
Ms. Altman made everyone do the same exercise but me. She told me to just to squats or Lunges and not stress. Since when did she care about my health? Suddenly I felt someone wrap their hands around my stomach. I turned around and saw Nathan and behind Nathan I saw Josh and Nichole flirting with each other. Then I looked over and saw Liam smiling and laughing with a guy. Is that his boyfriend?
"So, about my offer.... What are we?" Nathan asked. As soon as I was about to answer I think I peed on myself or something. I just looked down.
"I'm so sorry. I didn't even know I had to pee. Although it doesn't look like pee." I said to myself then I realized. My water just broke. "Nathan I need you to get the teacher. Right now." I told him. He looked at me and then went to the teacher. Then I felt the pain again. Only this time it was stronger. I took a seat and waited for him to come back. Finally Nathan came in with Ms. Altman.
"What's wrong?" She asked then she slipped in my water that was on the floor.
"Oh my god. I'm so sorry. Ms. Altman I think I'm about to have the babies. You just slipped in my baby fluids." I told her and she got back up and dried herself off.
"It's ok hun. I'm gonna call your parents and the ambulance." SHe says. Then she starts to call them. It's so weird I thought Josh would be the one comforting me but Nathan was the one who was hold my hand.
"It's gonna be ok. You're gonna pop these babies out and be a great mother and Joshua is gonna be a great father and I'm gonna be a great friend who's there if you need anything." Nathan says. Then I smiled. The smile was erased by pain. I'm guessing these are contractions. Suddenly Josh was near me.
"Ashley, are you ok?" He asked with worriedness in his eyes.
"Oh, now you care! That's great but no thanks. I don't need you anymore!. I have a great family and great friends and I don't need you!" I yelled.
"Ashley you do need me. Well maybe you don't but the babies will need me. Let me be a father to my kids." He says.
"As soon as you're not a big asshole then you can be a father!" I said. Then I saw my mom and Madison.
"Oh honey. You didn't think you would start without me. Come on let's get you up." My mom says. Then the ambulance people came in with the bench and layed me on it. They then carried me to the van outside.
"Get ready to be a mother." mom says.
"Ok I got room for two people." The paramedic says. Then my mom enters the ambulance van and Nathan and Josh just looked at each other. Nathan then told Josh to go in and Josh entered the van.
"I'm here. Always and forever." Josh says. Then he kissed me and we were on our way to the hospital.
YOU ARE READING
In Love With My Best friend
RomanceI'm Ashley. My best friend is Joshua (Josh). We've been friends since Kindergarten and we're now in Junior year of high school. I think I might've fallen in love for him but he seems to have his eyes on other girls. And with obstacles coming our way...