In Love With My Best friend

I'm Back

Two years later----

Finally, I'm out of that place. I guess there was some good in that. I met someone new. His name is Ryan and he was in there for depression. Basically the same as me except I have a little more baggage.

"So are you ready to leave?" Ryan  asked.

"Yea. To be honest I'm nervous. Good thing you're with me." I said

"Yup. So you're positive that you don't have feelings for Joshua." He asked

"Nope. I may have had his babies but I think I found my true love right here." I told him. He then kisses me and helps me with my bags. Then one of the staffs took me to the car and drove me home. My mom had told me they had moved so now I'm going to a different address. It seem familiar though.

At home----

I arrived at my new home and got excited. I hope this surprise is good one. I then knocked on the door and ducked so they couldn't see me through the peep hole. Ryan was still in the car getting my stuff. Suddenly the door opened and my mother screamed.

"ASHLEY OH MY GOD I MISSED YOU!!! Why didn't you tell us you were coming back?!" She shouts. She looks different. Her hair is dyed to black and she has a bang. She also lost weight.

"I wanted to surprise you all."  I said. Then she hugs me.

"Well come in." She says then I walked in. Then I remember. This was the place where Josh and I were gonna move in together. 

"Is Josh living here too?" I asked.

"Yea. Oh and who is this?" Mom asked looking at Ryan.

"This is Ryan my new boyfriend." I told her. Her face just paused.

"Oh.... Well then. Hi, I'm Ashley's mom." She says. Ryan then shake her hand and then Madison comes downstairs and hugs me. She also She then whispers in my ear.

"I have so much to tell you."  I then parted from the hug and looked at her weirdly." What?" She asked me.

"Nothing it's just we weren't really close." I said

"Yea well we were kinda close. You were there to help me through what Chris did to me." She says I just hug her.

"Yea... I guess so. So if you're gonna tell me, tell me." I insisted.  She then pulls me upstairs. After we were upstairs and in her new room, she started to talk to me.

"SO, this pass year I've done some hard thinking and I think that I am a lesbian. No, I don't think that I'm a lesbian I know that I am." She says

"Oh..... But, are you sure this isn't just one of your fazes your going through?" I asked

"I'm sure. Infact I have a girlfriend." She tells me. Oh please don't be Ivy.

"Who?" I asked

"You don't know her. Her name is Liv." She answers

"Oh... Ok.... I don't know how to react to this. I'm sorry. Chris and Mom always taught us to be against that. I just need time to process." I said. Why do I feel guilty?

"Um.. Yea ok... But there's more. I'm not a virgin. I followed after my big sister and had sex with my bestfriend. But he's gay. We were both virgins. We just wanted to know what it felt like. No feelings attached." She explains.

"I was only gone for two years." I said to myself. Then I walked out her room. Suddenly I saw him standing there. Joshua. Damn. He gotten even more hotter that what he was. His body is nice and toned, he got a new hair cut, new clothes, new style. He was new. We kinda just  stood and stared at each other.

"Hi." I finally say.

"Hi!" He says then he runs up to and picks me up. He puts me down slowly and then suddenly our lips were touching. I then stopped the kiss after a while and said, " I have a boyfriend."

"And, I have a girlfriend." He says

"You do?" I asked. There was a small part of me that hoped he waited for me.

"Yea, you didn't think I'd wait a whole year I didn't know if you were ever coming back and neither did you evidently since you got a boyfriend." He says

"Ok then. Um. Where are my babies?" I asked

"They're in their rooms." He says. Then I searched and looked for them.

"Oh my god, they're out of their cribs and into beds." I said

"Yea, they've been running around and talking a lot.  All they do is play and talk." He says.

"Do you think they'll remember me?" I asked

"I showed them pictures of you while you were gone so they should know." He tells me. I then go up to Liam.

"Hi bud, do you remember me?" I asked he then jumped up and said, "Mommy!" and wrapped his small arms around my neck to hug me.  I then start to cry. Then Jake comes out of no where and hugs me from the back.

"Hi guys. You guys are getting big." I said as I hugged them.

"Do you wanna play cars?" Jake asked.

"Um, sure why not?" I said and I played with the cars for a little bit. Suddenly Ryan come through the door an Joshua and Ryan meet.

"'Hey, I'm Ryan." He says

"I'm Joshua." Josh says . Then they shook hands.

"Ahh, the famous Joshua. Ashley's told me a lot about you." Ryan says

"Ohhh,you're the boyfriend. Oh... Well then let me get out the way." Josh say

"No, no. She's home. She needs to be around the people she miss and if that's you than she can be around you. You are the father of her twins." He says. I then stop playing cars and go up to Ryan.

"Um baby, how 'bout we go downstairs." I said as I tugged his arm and we went downstairs.

"I don't like that guy." He says

"Oh course you don't he's my ex." I said

"No, it's something about him. He's still in love with you." He tells me.

"What? No way. We are over. Besides, He has a girlfriend." I said. I just told my first lie to him.

"Oh.. Ok... I guess that's good. Listen I gotta get home to my place to say hi to my family so see you later." He tells me. He then kissed me and walks away. Damn it, why must I have feelings for my bestfriend?