Love Blind (Zhanyi)

Chapter 5

Yibos pov

When I saw him calling Mr Kim's son I couldn't help but grab his arm "y-your going home with h-him?" I asked

"Why? What's it to you?"

"A-are you going to s-sleep with h-him?" I was struggling to get the words out, I didn't want to believe it but then I saw him smirk and looked directly into my eyes with no emotions

"Yes" when he answered I felt my heart break and my grip tightened on his arm. I hoped he was lying but I knew he wasn't.

Zhan POV

I felt his nails digging in my arm and I smirked "Would you prefer to be the one who I take home?" He looked at me with wide eyes and let go of my arm.

"W-what n-nonsense" he said while his ears were red, I really wanted to laugh at his innocence.

"Well then why are you asking? If you want to sleep with me then let's go if not then let me leave with someone who does" I said a bit annoyed but the next words that left his mouth made me surprised, not just me but everyone who was present there. I was at a lost for a words.

"Let's go then" his eyes were filled with determination and longing. I know I'm making a mistake but who cares he's the one who agreed I didn't think he actually would.

"What?" I asked surprised

"What what? Let's go, you said so yourself"

Yibos pov

I know I shouldn't have taken him up on his offer but I couldn't help it. If he was going to sleep with anyone it should be me and just the thought of my Zhan with someone else made me feel sick. When I said those words I saw shock on everyone's faces but I didn't care as long as I can be with him. I don't care if it's only for the night, I'm going to use this chance and I'm going to pursue him till he forgives me and gives me a chance.

"Well are we going or not" I said while holding his hand. He let go of my hand and nodded. I followed him outside and saw a black motorbike.

"Here's a helmet. Get on and hold tight" I got on and held his waist. He drove at such a high speed I felt a bit scared so I hugged him and it felt as if all my worries went away. I snuggled my head on his back and just enjoyed the ride. "We're here, let go" he coldly stated and I felt shivers down my spine

"A hotel?"

"Of course. Did you think I was going to take you to my house? I never take one night stands there" when he said those words I felt like a bucket of cold water was poured on me. How could I expect him to take me to his house, idiot. He voice took me out of my thoughts, "you coming?" I nodded and followed him.

When we reached the room he slammed me to the door and looked in my eyes "are you sure? There's no stopping once I start"

I took a deep breath "yes I'm sure, fuck me" as soon as those words left my mouth he kissed me passionately. He was sucking and licking my lips. He bit my lip so hard then it bled and I let out a gasp and he stuck his tongue in and explored my mouth. We were fighting for dominance but he won, I'm not that surprised because he doesn't seem like the old Zhan I knew. This is someone you don't want to mess with because you will get burned but I don't mind getting burned.

He picked me up and I automatically wrapped my legs around his waist. His hands were squeezing my arse while leading me to bed. He removed my shirt and started to suck on my nipples. One hand was pinching one nipple while his mouth was assaulting the other, he was biting, sucking and licking and it felt so damn good I couldn't help but moan. He trailed kisses all over my upper body and left marks. He made his way down to my pants and unbuckled it. He grabbed my cock with his warm hand and I almost released there and then with him just stroking me "aaaah mmm d-don't s-stop" he then put my dick in his mouth. He was sucking and licking like it was a piece of candy and I moaned louder, I grabbed his hair and started moving my hips. "Aaaah I-I'm c-cumming" I said and he swallowed

"Delicious" he said while smirking and I couldn't help but blush. He removed his shirt and pants and I couldn't help but stare, he had tattoos on his body and he was muscular with some scars, I wonder how that happened, then my eyes travelled down his rock hard abs leading to his v line which was leading right to his dick. I couldn't take it anymore and I flipped him and reached to pull his boxers down. I was greeted with a slap to my face and fucking hell he was big. He was so thick and the veins were bulging out. I don't think that's gonna fit, I never seen a dick that big. I gulped. Maybe I should be top so it doesn't hurt. Then I heard his husky voice command "Suck it." I licked his precum and did it like he did and how I saw it on porn. I've never actually had sex with a guy only my ex girlfriend. He groaned and I quickened my pace. He grabbed my hair and started to fuck me in my mouth which made me gasp. He was deep in my throat causing me to gag and choke while my tears came out "shit" he said while he released and I swallowed it.

He flipped me and I was at the bottom again. He was kissing me while one finger made its way to my hole, I clenched "relax" he whispered while nibbling on my ears. Then he added another and started to scissor me, it now felt good and I started to moan. He added another stretching me out completely. "Aaahhh y-yes r-right t-t-there" I moaned when he hit a specific spot.

"Guess it wasn't that hard to find it" he whispered while assaulting my nipples and four of his fingers were hitting that spot which soon made me cum. "I'm going to put it in now." He inserted the tip and it hurt that I started to cry, he kissed me to distract me

"I-is it i-I-in y-yet?" I asked while more tears came.

"Not y-yet, I'm not even h-half way" he then bit my nipples while he pushed all the way in, I screamed and he kissed me softly as if telling me its okay. He let me adjust then started to move, at first it was slow but then he started to move more faster.

"Aaaah f-f-faster p-p-please"

"That's right beg and call me daddy" he groaned

"D-daddy f-faster" I moaned loudly

"Fuck y-your so t-tight" he started to move at in humane pace and then he hit that spot again

"Aaaah y-yes d-daddy right t-there" I screamed "P-please"

I cummed on his belly while he pulled out and stroked himself then cummed on my face and I happily took it like a slut. That was the best sex every. He put me on all fours then entered me again and started to thrust roughly, we went for a few rounds till I passed out.

Next morning...

I woke up and looked to my side but he wasn't there. He really left. I tried to stand up but there was a huge pain on my lower back, I looked to my side and saw painkillers and a another pill. What's this for? I just took all the pills then went to take a shower. He cleaned me up but look at these marks, it looks like I got attacked. Well in a way I did. Ugh my back is killing, he's so rough. I smiled. I know this wasn't ideal but I was happy that I could be with him. All I ever wanted was to be with him and it was much better then I expected that I don't want to let him go again. Don't worry I'm going to find you and make you fall for me again. Your the only one I love and no matter how look it takes I'll wait.

Zhan POV (after he passed out)

I saw him sleeping peacefully while I left the  painkillers and the contraceptive pill. Yes he can get pregnant even though he's a male. He was born with a womb but he doesn't know. He looked so handsome and cute that I couldn't resist the urge to touch him. Why did you have to hurt me? Why did you break me to the point that I couldn't love anymore, that I built such high walls no one can get in. That I can't trust anyone anymore. I know what I did was wrong but I wanted to be selfish just once. I wanted a taste but I don't think I can be satisfied with just a taste. What have you done to me? Why did I think I could do this? Why do you still affect me? Why did this happen to me? Why? What did I do to deserve this bullshit? Oh well it's done now. Just forget it. I sighed.

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