In Love With A Criminal

84 ( Final Part )

Blue POV
I sat really nervously as I had taken my final and the boys were looking at me intently. " have you eaten yet today?" Danny asked barely be to look up from his hands. " Yes Danny" it took everything in me not to call him by the nickname I had grown so accustomed to using.

I've already cried so many times this week and knowing confidently I passed my exams I would be leaving for the cabin. It's a six hour drive from the city and its a bit away from emergency services near the mountains, it takes a few days for services due to them needing to make sure they have all the supplies and much but there's a little town near the edge about an hour drive out from that town.

" I'm really sorry again" I found myself sniffling and the boys sit up all eyes on me. " can I just let you know, I will be switching schools this year, I'll be changing chapters and everything to Morehouse" Lionel speaks up as I felt my heart tug. " you deserve it so much" Lionel met with me in private to say that he was taking the breakup harder and made his realize that he needs to branch out more and so he will be leaving the school bed that he loved me so very much. I cried then too.

" I know you're probably pissed still from the whole Charity thing, but we do have that summer internship in New York" Derrick finally spoke up. He met with me privately to let me know while he respects my final decision and he is confused himself about his true feelings towards Charity , that he too loved me very much and was so eternally grateful that we met and got to experience life together. " I hope you have an amazing time Derrick, you'll do great things I know it." I say smiling a bit. It hurts that the relationship is ending, bittersweet ending if I was asked, even if I was I'd still sing nothing but praises about the boys.

" I'm sorry again guys, I really hate feelings like I've wasted your time" I felt my chest began to hurt  as my eyes blurred but I fought it. I didn't want to cry in front of them, or really cry again. " I really think you deserved someone who's way more secure in the relationship , someone who knows what they want and are in a good mindset right now and that's not me and you guys deserve so much more" I find myself blurting out causing Danny to move forward and touch my hand.

" hey no Blue, we understand, I promise you that we understand, take as much time as you need!" He kisses my hand multiple times and I nodded. I was trying to keep the tears in but I was failing. " I'm sorry" I found myself saying as I knew I wasn't keeping it together very well. " I wanted to at least bid you all goodbye and stuff" I say as they nodded all closer and comforting me without overwhelming me. The tears fell as I nodded.

I didn't want to be too much longer cause I know Danny had some thing with Chris, a friend he made from Lionel's chapter later on today. " we all know that this is ending on a good note, some people just need time, and trust, we understand the most that you may feel you didn't have time, time to process and truly heal, I myself want to say, we didn't want to make you feel rushed like you had to be in a relationship with us or in a relationship at all, we love you Z , and I know for speaking for myself I always will" Danny says reaching up and wiping my tears.

Derrick and Lionel but then also lean forehead and kiss my cheeks, Derrick on the right and Lionel on the left. Danny reached up and wiped some more tears. " it's okay, are you okay ?" He asked and I found myself crying harder. " I will be" I managed to get out. After these words I found myself in a group hug. " I should go pack, I'll text you guys tonight" I say and leave in a hurry to my dorm to pack.

Chris POV