"Kai" I said
"What" he asked softly
"I want to go to Asuma's grave that's the only way I'll believe that he's really died" I told him
"I'm sorry but you can't your still to weak" he told me
"But-" I was cut off my him putting his finger up to my lip to keep me quiet
"Don't worry about it right now what matters right now is you getting your strength back" he told me
"Okay" I whispered
"I'm gonna get you some food"
"But I'm not hungry"
"Your gonna eat weather it be a peace of bread your gonna eat something before you go to sleep" he told me sternly
"Fine"
He walked out of my room, I was alone with my thoughts.
I was beating myself up mentally wondering how I wanted to die with out fighting and saying goodbye to my friends. That I had actually choose the easy way out before I changed my mind, I took a deep breath to try and clam down.
The door opened and a food tray was set in front of me, I looked over the food and there was miso soup, some dumplings and kimchi.
"Why did you get so much?" I asked
"Well for one because there all of your favorites and two I'm hungry as well" he told me
I nodded
I grabbed the metal chopsticks and slowly start eating, starting with one of the dumplings then a bit of the soup, the last thing I had was the kimchi.
I ate a little more before I put down my chopsticks and grabbed the cup of water Kai had gotten me and took a small sip.
"I'm done Kai you can have the rest" I said
He nodded
He took the tray from the table and put it by him, he then helped me lay down.
"When do you think I will be able to walk?" I asked
"Well it all depends on how you do with your therapy but maybe not for at least two to three months" he told me
"What no that's to long" I shouted
Kai put his hand on my shoulder
"It's okay the time will fly by plus you'll have me and all the others to help you along the way" he told me
"But still that's to long what about the clan"
"Me and Snow will take care of the clan like we promised you before hand" he told me
"Okay but I'm not gonna just sit here for three months I mean what happens if it's more Kai what happens if I can never walk again" I spoke
Kai sighed
"Your gonna walk Y/n and I know that for a fact, you where able to survive after your energy and charka was drained from your body, any normal ninja would if been died" he told me
"Right but Luna probably had something to do with it" I told him
"That's true but Luna can't make you wake up can she" he told me
I nodded
I closed my eyes wanting to try and get some sleep.
Time skip
"Y/n what are you doing!" Snow yelled
Her and Kai both ran over to me and grabbed one of my arms.
"We've already told you not to walk by yourself plus your not ready for it yet" Snow scolded
"But I can stand and balance" I told her
"Y/n that doesn't mean your body is strong enough for you to walk" Kai told me
"But-" I started
"No buts Y/n you need to listen to Tsunade and not walk until she give you the okay" Snow told me
"Fine"
They helped me back to my bed, I sat on the end and looked at my feet.
I opened my month but nothing came out, I tried again but the same thing happened. I probably looked like a fish out of water trying to breath, I kept trying but give up and just stare at my feet.
"What is it Y/n" Kai asked
"Have" I stop a lump forming in my throat
I swallowed and looked up and looked at both Kai and Snow but then looked down at my feet.
"Have they f-found J-Jiraiya's body?" I asked
"Y/n" I heard Snow say
"They haven't found his body yet but there still looking" Kai told me
I nodded
I crawled into my uncomfortable bed and fell asleep.
3rd pov
"Why would you say that" Snow asked as they walked down the street
"Snow if we told her that there not looking for his body then she would have no hope nor no motivation" He told her
"But what happens if she finds out, it will do more harm then good in the future" She told him
"Don't worry about what the future will bring let's worry about right now and keeping her hope alive and giving her motivation to keep getting better and getting to the point where she can walk" Kai told her
Snow sighed not liking what he was saying but knew he what he was saying was true.
They needed something to give her hope and something to help keep her faith alive. Something that will help her want to keep getting better and not worse, they needed something to keep her hope and to help keep her going so if it means using Jiraiya, even if snow didn't like it she would do what ever it takes to get her to walk again.
"Alright fine" Snow said
"So you agree" Kai asked
"I'm not agreeing I'm only doing this so she can get better and nothing more" Snow told him
She walked ahead of the male.
Kai walked with a smirk on his face staring at the fox walking down the street back to the clan, he knew how deeply she carried about the girl, even if he was a little jealous. That didn't stop him from being her friend though, they both got along very well. Kai had told Snow that Y/n is his dream girl, Snow never told him that she felt the same though because she didn't want to ruin the moment or over step but it was getting harder and harder for her to hide her emotions, and sooner or later they would surface and reveal themselves. Weather it be in a good moment or a bad moment, she didn't know and she really hoped she would be able to hide them for a little while longer but she knew that with every passing day it's gets harder and harder to hide them.
A/n
This update took longer because I couldn't think of anything but I hope you like it.
The book is almost over maybe a few more chapters or so until I ended it unless I come up with more chapter ideas.
Until the next update ~
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Truth untold (Naruto various x reader)
FanfictionThis is the sequel to "what lies in the truth" if you haven't read it I would read that first. It's been a year and half and Y/n finally comes back to the village. She thought it would be peaceful no problems at all. She was wrong with everything...
