Reycepaz's Reverie (Completed)

Chapter 29: Anxious

THE BELL reaches the end and it's time to ring, I gaze my eyes to the right side, and didn't realize that the heavy rain had fallen. The droplets of rain racing towards each other, it's visible in my eye the vibrant thunder that made me wonder.

I get my dream job but, I still feel hollow inside me. I'm worried if I last, I'm worried if I'll reach the end. Without anyone helping me, I guess I'm lonely.

I grew up with almost no one's care, I age and find love but no one dares. Following your dream is what I did, but the fruit I ate would go back to being seed.

I almost reached the end of the Calendar, and I am a bee that needed a nectar.

Paano kung mawawala ang mahal mo sa buhay? Hahanap ka ba ng bagong karamay? O maghihintay na kayo ay magkikita sa kabilang buhay?

Paano kung nasaktan ka ng lubusan, tatanggapin mo ba ang aking kapatawaran?

Buti nalang at lahat ng 'yon, ay tanging aking imahenasyon
Sapagkat, kung ito ay totoo ang tawad mo ay hindi sapat.

I take my last step and reach the rooftop.
The heavy rain is still pouring, from my head to my knees.

I remember the day we talked here about the safe zone. I missed her.

But soon enough, all my worries melted away when I heard a voice from my back.

"Missed who?"

Oh dear, the prima donna is here.

"Oh, bakit ka naparito, tapos ka na ba sa practice niyo? " Asik ko sa babaeng papalapit sa akin.

"Yup, I just know that you really missed me, so I'm here to give what you asked." she said and sat beside me on one of the building blocks.

I messed up her hair even though it was wet and she stared at me like she wanted to strangle my neck. We shared our thoughts as if the rain was not pouring down on us.

Not like the love story that I've read that every couple talks in a lovely place while the bird's chirping and the wind splashing into their faces. But to us, it was the other way around, only heavy rain was cascade down on us accompanied by vivid lightning.

it seemed like we didn't care anymore that the chily rain would wet our clothes.

"We're lucky" she said while smirking.

"No, you're lucky—Ms. Feras." I replied

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FLASHBACKS

"Pardon, what do you mean, you need to sacrifice one of us?" I ask while my face could no longer be imagined how furious I am even when I hear and understand clearly his statement.

"I agree. Don't forget Reycepaz that we throw a big party to your birthday just to gain your trust b-but don't be shameless to us!" One of the executive inserts for what the university president said.

I also hear loud murmurs around the table, that definitely irritates me. Hmp, I know at first that they are just after my money and not for who I am.

"Well, Mr. Madigan, not only the school but, as a teacher, dating a student might ruin your professional reputation?" The university asked.

"There is no doubt that a romantic relationship between a minor and an adult is unlikely to be accepted by most people, especially into our Society! Student-teacher romances were banned in the first place to protect students who aren't mature enough to take responsibility for such an involvement!" A loud explanation from the disciplinarian.