Center of My Hatred

33 - Another Of Tam's Famous Talks

Kaelynn's P.O.V.

My leg was wrapped up in bandages as I sat on my bed, paranoid. It's been a few days since I saw Brian, and even Mason and Becky. I refused to talk to them, not to sound rude and all. I just wouldn't be able to handle talking to them right now. I couldn't even see Char now! I'm completely ignoring everybody, except the twins when they give me food and water.

"Kaelynn, why don't you go talk to her?" Tam asked, setting a plate of soft tacos on my bedside table.

I took a bite out of a taco and sighed at it's delicious taste. "I'm not ready," I said through the mouthful.

"It's been three days! She's asking us what she did wrong! Just talk to her, Kay."

"No! I can't stand to look at her and know Brian's been in contact with her! It hurts me knowing she's communicated with him and haven't told me. Why won't she tell me, Tam?"

Usually, I would have been crying by now. But, I must have gotten so used to it that I just couldn't anymore. I simply took another bite of my taco, tasting the sour cream and cheese drip into my mouth. Okay, this may be a burrito, I can't tell.

"KayKay, she'll tell you soon. In a matter of time. I know it's such a serious thing to deal with, but you told me yourself that she said he'd kill you. And then he comes and tries to kill you when you're out with Mason! Judging by all that, she has dangerous information that just can't be dished out anywhere at anytime. It could take time before she's ready to reveal it to you."

I took a sip of the iced tea she sat beside my plate. "I guess you're right."

"You know I'm right." She smirked, sitting on the other side of the bed, back against the headboard.

"But, I need to know now. I'm sure he can come and kill us anytime, not trying to sound pessimistic or anything. I want her to tell me so I can tell the police, and possibly get him locked away for a long time so he can't kill us."

Tam rubbed my upper thigh of the leg that wasn't hurt--my left leg--and sighed. "I know what you mean. I don't want you to die either. How about this: I go and try to convince Char to tell you within the next few days? Maybe, since I'm good at explaining things, she can get why it's a good thing to discuss it now."

I nodded in agreement. "I'm so scared," I whispered, much different than the uncaring tone I used before.

Tam sadly smiled before enveloping me in a hug. I rested my head on her chest, like the older sister she was to me. "Everything's going to be okay, KayKay. I promise it will."

I sniffed, trying to hold my tears back. She rubbed my back in soothing motions, and I started to calm down. "I really hate Mason."

She chuckled a little. "Don't, Kay. He didn't ask for a sadistic father who murders his girlfriend's mother. And don't hate Rebecca either. She didn't ask for a grandmother that torchures kids for a living. They care about you a lot. I can tell by the way they handle your crazy self."

I giggled a little. "Yeah. I'll try to talk to them sometime. Not now though, because I need to recover a little more. You wouldn't tell if I wanted to cry or punch them in the face. Hard. With a chair."

Tam laughed a little. I enjoy having these moments with her or Ti. I look up to them for answers, because they obviously know more."

"Thanks, Tam," I thanked.

"No probs, Kay."

A/N: Sort of a filler. I couldn't post this sooner because we were driving to Virginia. :D

Doesn't the title remind you of sonething? Like a certain story you've read? Hmm...

Anyways, the Kayson story is having it's 6th chapter written. Whenever I'm not updating this, I'm writing that or updating my other stories. And then my eye was irritating with it's jumping. Feeling like it was doing sumersaults all day! So I was in a bad mood.

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