Can a God, truly be redeemed?

Chapter 20

At the end of your mini vacay with Loki, you both have more than made up on every inch of your shared apartment. Not a single surface went untouched, you both making up for your month long sex haitus, was definetly achieved. You also felt closer than ever before, and you were kinda scared to pop this bubble of bliss you both have been existing in. No phones, just the two of you, and it was paradise. Tomorrow was Monday, and it meant back to work for you both. You knew you probably had about a million emails to sift through, and you were not looking forward to it. You wanted to stay here on your couch wrapped in your fiance's arms.

You still grinned like a crazy lady when you thought about that. Engaged. You were going to be his wife! The biggest shocker, is you haven't even told anyone yet. You don't have any real close friends other than Natasha, Pepper, and Wanda. You know the team will blow through the roof when you tell them, and you were kinda excited to see their reactions and have someone to jump around like a little kid with about it. The only thing you didn't know was if you would be married here, or if Loki would want it to take place on his homeworld of Asgard. Which you wouldn't blame him, that's where his family is. Holy crap, wait a second! Does this mean you're going to be a princess?!! Your thoughts are running a million miles an hour. Loki looks over to you as he can feel you practically flying away through the bond.

"Beloved, I can feel you vibrating beside me, what seems to be running though your mind, I can feel your emotions shifting so rapidly. Are you alright, love?" Loki looks at you slightly worried about where your head has suddenly floated off too.

"Yea, I'm ok I was just thinking about some things, now that everything goes back to normal tomorrow" you say as you rub your head against his chest while you both cuddle on the couch.

"Nothing will change, kitten. I promise. The only thing that's changed is you will soon be my wife. We will be ok, I swear it." Loki tilts your head up at him as he looks into your eyes, reassuring you once more.

You nod your head as you smile at him and move up to peck his lips with yours. Kissing him always helps melt away your thoughts.

"I know, babe. I love you, Loki." you tell him as you resume your spot tucked against his side.

"I love you more, my princess" Loki softly kisses your head.

"Holy shit! Wait! If we are getting married, does that mean I'm going to be an actual princess?!" You jump against him as your previous thought returns to the forefront of your mind. You pull back and look at him once more, as Loki looks at you and smiles.

"Of course, darling. I mean you are already my queen, but yes. You are marrying a prince, and will become an official princess of Asgard. You will be crowned after our vows, my sweet." Loki smiles as he begins to answer your question.

"I get a crown!! Seriously?! So wait, that means our wedding will be on Asgard, right? What about people here? I don't even know what happens for an Asgardian wedding! I'm gonna look like an idiot!" You place your face in your hands, as you shake it back and forth. You don't want to make a fool of yourself, and embarrass him. He had enough issues with the people there, and you did not want to add on to it!

"Loki, I'm gonna be a complete embarrassment to you! I don't know anything about royalty or how to act and what to say! I can't do that to you" you shake your head, as you look up at him, laying out your worries.

Loki can feel your anxiety soaring, as he wraps his arms around your shoulders and brings you close to him, as he pulls your face up to his and locks eyes with you.

"I will never again hear you say anything of the sort about yourself, do you understand me, princess? Asgard does not even deserve someone as amazing as you, as their princess. They shall be blessed by your presence, and if anyone would dare say otherwise, they will answer to me." Loki assures you once more, as you see a darkness fall into his eyes as he says that.