057 - First impressions

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*** Kai'Sa POV *** 

Twisting my lips to the side as I look around the dorms. I think this kind of just fits, the hotel for guests is just a few buildings down the street. With no plans made for how sleeping will work seeing as we don't know how the rooms work and the amount of space in them.

The four of us are sharing with Anna and Hina, two mutual friends between me and Akali. They aren't really good friends with Ahri or Evelynn but as I understand it those two have an almost tighter web of friends than I am used to.

I only got into it because of (Y/N).

Didn't know what to expect from him at first but he is super easy to hang out with. Dependable and even if there is that little bit of anger in him - he can somehow still listen. Does this fit my criteria?

Anna then sides next to me, "Yo."

"Hey," I flash a quick smile, "What's up?"

"I have been dying to ask you but it's kinda hard to get a word in edge-wise."

"About?"

"You and your boyfriend."

"I have a boyfriend?" I lift my brow playfully.

"Don't you?"

"I mean if you tell me who it is then I might be."

She rolls her eyes, "(Y/N). A lot of talk in the class that they bet that the two of you are going to go together to our farewell ball."

Twisting my lips to the side, "I have heard about the talks but... it was more about everyone else rather than me."

"It's how it works. You talk about others, not yourself," she then shakes her head, "Anyway anyway, stop sidetracking me with silly questions. Are the two of you an item or is it just what everyone else thinks?"

Giving a simple smile, "I am definitely friends with him, but the two of us aren't dating at all."

"But you are close? Like super duper close."

"I guess?" I then lower my gaze to the floor, "It isn't really as easy as telling."

"Shut up," she groans, "It is as easy. Do you want the boy to undress you with his teeth or not?"

"Awfully forward," I remark with a nervous giggle, "I..."

"Okay let's put it differently. Maybe your innocent little head wouldn't dare think of something past holding hands," she lifts her hand to her chin.

Furrowing my brow - the nerve of this girl. It's not about that, as far as... sex goes I don't have experience but I have been in very intimate relationships that broke down horribly. I mean I already kissed him.

I am still kind of offended.

"Uhm, Anna."

"Hold up. I'm thinking," she says quickly.

"I do like him," I just say it, not really sure if it is a good idea but I'd rather be without the constant questions.

"Oh... well then why are you standing here looking pretty when you are supposed to make sure he is yours?"

Arching my brow, "Are you sure you know anything?"

She looks me up and down, observing my face with a questioning gaze, "I doubt you two are doing anything."

Damnit! Evelynn would have been able to pull that off smoothly. Then with a weak smile I sigh.

"It's complicated at the moment."

"Say less, girl. I'll talk some sense into the boy~" she sings as she leaves, then instantly siding next to Akali.

I don't know what is with that girl sticking her nose into it. Honestly... with the five of us being in such a good state, I kind of just want to let it simmer. See if there is something it can bloom into, Akali is sweet and has been super clingy ever since we found her.

Evelynn and Ahri are both super mysterious, I want to know more about them. But can you classify it as having feelings? I like them. I like their company. Isn't that what we are supposed to look for? People to support us rather than what our body craves? Maybe both come from the same place.

I don't know.

I haven't lived yet.

I can't make that decision just yet.

Even if I know the moment I let into the feeling I know it will become love.

What he wants is just as important as what I want - I can love all of them if they'd allow me. I can't expect that from them. 



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Hey readers!

Just a little short one to get my mind working again, the weekend is ending soon and my body is allowing me to use my brain. Dunno if it was burnout or just me being ill. 

Onto the reason for this little A/N.

I plan on making this a poly book and not haram. The difference is - everyone loves each other, which is different from the four girls loving you. Hope that makes it clear for those that don't know.

So that means I plan on working on the relationships between the girls. This will include lesbian content - for those that are uncomfortable with reading anything girl on girl, I will let you know if you should skip the chapter or not.

Based on the community's opinion over this will determine how severe the lesbian part will be. Whether it will go past just sweet and cute words, physical exchanges, actual PDA, and sex. 

Long story short - it is going to stay and I am not going to get rid of it but will sculpt forward based on the need.

(But if I want to do it I am going to do it anyway. If it is better for the story then that is that. Sorry.)

Anyway. Sorry for dropping this here.

Love you

>:)


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