Thomas Shelby imagines-a new chapter

57.Shouldn't have fallen for you

"I got a message....from Hughes"Tommy struggled to even say the man's disgusting name

"Someone told em' about Faberge egg and the tunnels"he cleared his throat and stood straight

"Who was it?Was it you Polly?"Polly's eyes grew wide with shock of his accusation

"Eh?!Or was it you Arthur?!"he shouted.

"Tommy how can-

"Was it you John?!"he pointed his finger at John.His brothers eyes grew wide with shock

"You're seriously blaming us for leaking that information?!"polly shouted.

"No one else knew about it.Then who the fuck did it?!"he banged his hand on the table,the whiskey bottle on the table clattering at the impact

"There was just us at the Meeting that day..expect for-"polly paused and looked up at Tommy.Realisation hitting them all

"Except for y/n"polly completed.Tommy's face dropped.He stood straight for a long minute staring at nothing,realising every single thing at the moment

His eyes started to get red.He immediately grabbed his hat and gun and rushed out like a wolf animal

"Tommy!Tommy!"polly tried to stop him but her sound was deaf to his ears,for his mind and heart was filled with betrayal,hatred

Y/n had been working with Tommy as a business partner for a long time.They even started to connect a little with each other

Maybe even started to have feelings for each other.Y/n was the one source of happiness in his life and hearing about this betrayal,it broke his heart

He knew she was going to be at the stable at this time meeting her horse.It was a rainy night,he was completely drenched up and down.His grip was tight on his gun yet he was still shaking

He could see the lights were on in the stable telling him she was there.

Y/n rubbed her horse's hoof.Suddenly she noticed a change in behaviour.She noticed the horse's uneasiness like he recognised someone or something

Just then y/n heard the sound of a gun clocking behind her head.Her smile dropped from her face for she knew who it was

Turning around to face him,she saw Tommy having a gun pointed at her head.

"You told them didn't you"he said,his voice was broken,shivering like he would burst any moment.

"WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU?!"he shouted like a madman but y/n didn't flinch.She could hear his ragged breathing,his eyes red with anger and tears at the same time

"It wasn't me Tommy"

"Who else was there?Eh?!"he took a step closer hissing with anger and venom

"There was me,Polly,Arthur,John and you.Who else could've leaked it?!"

"You're accusing me of doing that?Me whose had your back for years?Me whose always there for you wether it's business or any fucking problem you're dealing with?"her voice sounded broken,she wasn't shouting but she just was taking a step closer to his gun

"You'd rather kill me Tommy for not trusting me"her eyes started to water.Tommy clenched his jaw,his fists almost getting white from the tight grip on the gun

He pointed it straight at her head

"Shoot me Tommy.It won't take long"she now touched the barrel of his gun.It would just take a second for him to put the trigger and it'll all end

The dirty accusation he made would die with her

Tommy was shaking now.He clenched his teeth and tried his hardest...but the gun went down.

"Fuck!"he shouted turning away from her and punching the wooden wall of the stable.Tommy ran a hand through his hair and breathed heavily

"It's my fault"he whispered to himself

"It's my fucking fault!"he shouted.A tear rolled down from y/n's eye

Tommy looked at y/n and then down at his gun.Tommy Shelby had never put his gun down from his target...but today he did

"Should've never fallen for you"he said before turning away and leaving.Tommy's face scrunched and tears finally rolled down from his eyes

"Should've never fallen for you y/n"

"A mistake"