Thomas Shelby imagines-a new chapter

92.I dont care i love you

Explosions boomed loudly around the town.Someone had there eyes on the Shelby business.Someone was behind Tommy.And that someone was none other than a member of there own clan

Michael Gray

Tommy had brought y/n with him to their Birmingham home after Michael targeted his house at the countryside sending his henchmen there

Tommy had no fear in his heart but he only cared about her safety.So he brought her here.And now she was inside the house,clutching onto Ada and her children.

"I knew it was a bad decision coming here on fucking Christmas"Ada panicked clutching her son closer to her.

"It's alright it's alright"y/n tried comforting her.She took in a deep breath and looked out the window.Only a ghostly white curtain was hiding the view outside

But she could see fire booming,men shouting and guns being shot.Suddenly the back door to the house opened and Arthur and Tommy rushed in

"Grab the guns Arthur.Tell Johhny dogs to rush to the docks I know they're going to target the goods"he said in a hurry rushing upstairs grabbing the gun from his room

Arthur rushed in the basement to grab the machine guns and y/n had to watch the act unfold.

"Tommy!"she shouted behind him as he rushed back downstairs and was about to leave

"Stay here lock the doors and shoot anyone who tries to enter if it's isn't us!"he says and turns in a hurry to leave

"No!No Tommy im not letting you go there alone!"she protested and he closed his eyes really not wanting this right now

"There's no fucking way you're going with me"he says and turns again but she grabs his hand

"I'm going with you alright!I know the guns!I know how to shoot better than you men will do I'm going!"she shouted

"No!You're not alright?!"he shouted

"You think women can't have a hold of themselves well I fucking can Tommy so I'm going!"she shouted back and turned to grab her gun from the drawer and Tommy rushed behind her

Arthur and Ada watched the two with shocked eyes

"You're not y/n!I won't let you alright?!This is not the fucking time to fight and I can't fucking afford to loose another one of my family!Another fucking person I love!!!"he shouts like a madman,his hair falling in front of his face

Y/n stops what she's doing as she stares at him with tear filled eyes.The two remain quite and stare into each other's eyes.

"You won't.......you won't loose me Tommy.I was brought to you for a reason Tommy this is it!"she cried

"If you can't afford to loose me then so can't I.I'm going with you I don't fucking care if I come back dead or alive I don't fucking care!!"she screams letting tears fall out of her eyes

Tommy stared at her with a shock filled expression seeing tears fall out of her eyes.

"I don't care if I die Tommy.I just want to go with you"she cried.Tommy walks closer to her and clutches her hand putting it on his chest

Above his beating heart

"You feel that?"he asks her when she feels his heart beating against her palms

"You did that to me"

he says putting his head on her forehead as she sobs loudly.She clutches his hand tighter all the sounds of explosions,chaos all getting muffled behind her

"You made it beat and when I'm out there....I know it won't stop beating.Because I'll be carrying a part with you along with me y/n"

She cried at his words,Tommy felt water prickle at the corner of his eyes.She holds her hands tightly on his coat stopping him from leaving

He jerked back but she didn't let him.He held her cheeks placing a kiss on her lips.She didn't want to pull away neither did he

He kissed her with all the love he had left in his heart because he didn't know if he'd be coming back or not.

He pulled away from her lips and that might've been the hardest thing he'd have ever done.

"He's not standing a chance in front of me as long as my heart beats y/n"he whispers and she lets out a sob clutching tighter on his coat but he had to push away this time

Arthur and Tommy both turned around and left the house closing the door behind and locking it.

Y/n fell down on her knees,her gun dropping on the ground as she sobbed loudly.Ada rushed to her clutching her tightly and she sobbed on her shoulder

She let out loud cries that even he could hear from outside the house.But he hung his head low like he always used to do

And he walked with his brother in between the fire

Hearing his beating heart in his ears,feeling the vibrations of it in his fingers

"I love you"he mumbled to himself and closed his eyes walking deep inside the smoke and fire

And she just sobbed loudly closing her eyes letting the pain sink in.

"I love you too"she cried