What are you supposed to do
When you pour out your heart and soul
But he won't do the same
Just because you're a girl?
What are you supposed to think
When every joke is something sexual
Every turn on is everything you're not
And he refuses to take you seriously?
What are you supposed to feel
When you're left on 'delivered'
While staring at his active status
And it's like you don't exist outside of his presence?
What are you supposed to do
When you know all his friends are girls
When there's flirting and sexual jokes
That you aren't a part of?
And what are you supposed to do
When you explain a million times
How it makes you feel
How it hurts you
But he just shrugs it off and does it again?
-leave
[2/20/2022]
