You were watching me
Through the window at front desk
Catch me "chugging" my drink
I really only had a few sips
But i let you believe
What you wanted to believe
You tried to control me
Demand that i stay put
Or you'll come take my bottle
You talk to me about being
"Reckless and regrettable"
Tell me i can't leave
I have to stay in the parking lot
Until I'm able to go
But it started raining
And i won't let you
Tell me what to do anymore
So i left
And i was speeding
Over 100 mph again
I didn't care anymore
I'd gotten a taste
Of what your love feels like
What your concern feels like
It's been so long
I didn't want it to stop
So i guess i'll just
Have to become
The alcoholic you are
And keep this up
Just to feel your love
[5/3/2022]
