A Chapter Named C

Midnight thoughts

Can i really see myself lose you?
Will i be strong enough to handle it?
Will i be able to sleep alone again?
Will i stay up crying all night, thinking of you?

Will i cuddle into myself
Pretend your arms are holding me?
Will i stare at my phone the next day
Still waiting for your name to pop up?

Am i going to be okay
Or would this be a mistake?
Will i regret staying here
Or would i regret leaving?

[3/2/2022]