Every time I'm about to say it
That i can't do it anymore
That i think you should leave
You turn everything back around
You stop screaming and lower your voice
So you seem like the calm one here
While I'm left behind drowning in this fear
Every time I'm ready to say it
I second guess myself once more
Because how can i sit here
Yelling at this man who loves me so?
How can i tell you to move back home
When you're trying to talk, stop the fighting?
How can i do something good for myself
Take your unintended toxicity out of my life
If even i see myself as the villain?
[3/6/2022]
