I lay here perfectly still
Thought i'd toss and turn
Comfy when i lay down
Wake in the same place
Why didn't i move at all?
I buried into your scent
Your pillows
Your blankets
Your sweaters
Your side of the bed
Surrounded by you once more
Closed my eyes
You were holding me
What a comforting dream
This is how i wish to wake
Within this fantasy
Where nothing went wrong
But i wake alone this time
Wishing you were still here
To take the place of these objects
That merely smell like pure heaven
And hold me tight once again
I've built a fantasy so beautiful
I almost don't want to wake up
To this reality without you
[3/18/2022]
